Tuesday, March 25, 2008

damn it.

shit. i'm back to square one.
i really don't know why i'm reacting like that, i really don't know.
it's not because i still like you, that's really over.
i told you why yesterday, but i still don't know how to explain.
maybe it's her, but to me, i think it's more like you.
but then again, you got your own freedom of choice.
i'm just a by-stander, but i can't help it to be this way.
i'm trying really really hard, trust me, i am, to prevent myself from being like that.
because i really don't want us to quarrel, day after day, time after time, over and over again.
it's like an endless road.
i really don't want to end this friendship like that, because i know that you're always backing me up, always telling me what to do, always talking to me, always making me smile, always making plans with me,
but i just can't help to be sensitive.
i just feel so, insecure around you.
like i can't trust you anymore.
but then again, it's back to the same shit.
i'm seriously in deep shit right now.




what wrong with me, what's wrong with me, what's wrong with me?

i really don't know.
i don't know, i don't know, i don't know, i don't know, i don't know, i don't know, i don't know,
i don't know, i don't know, i don't know, i don't know, i don't know, i don't know, i don't know,
i don't know, i don't know, i don't know, i don't know, i don't know, i don't know, i don't know,
i don't know, i don't know, i don't know, i don't know, i don't know, i don't know, i don't know,
i don't know, i don't know, i don't know, i don't know, i don't know, i don't know, i don't know,
i don't know, i don't know, i don't know, i don't know, i don't know, i don't know, i don't know,
i don't know, i don't know, i don't know, i don't know, i don't know, i don't know, i don't know,
i don't know. i don't know, i don't know, i don't know, i don't know, i don't know, i don't know.



I DON'T KNOW, WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME.

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