"You know you love me. (:"

wow.

2009-12-09T09:49:00.003+08:00

it's been so long since i've got here.
using tumblr now. but just felt like dropping by.

i'm so tired.
everything turns out to be so wrong.
why?
i caused myself this.
blame it on me.
no one else.

now it's getting hectic.
so tired.
so sick.

& no one can explain the reasons behind these jail bars.

2009-10-21T14:50:00.001+08:00

I'm movinggggggg, most probably, I don't know. Still going to leave this blog here though. Just, MAYBE. (:

http://xoxo-nxleyy.tumblr.com

((((:

2009-07-29T17:28:00.004+08:00

Heyyyyyy~

I'm back here to wish my darling BROTHER Mr.Asttin

HAPPY 24th BIRTHDAYYYYY!!

Back in Action.

2009-07-29T11:24:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps, what's up?

Haven't updated for more than 2 months, sorry about that.

But I bet no one even bothers to read this dead blog anymore.

Hahahahas.

Well, my com's down, so now I'm using my Darling's lappy.

It's going to be with me till...... who knows when.

Lol.

Yeaaaa!

Will update pictures on all the stuff happening with me and my colleagues at my workplace, which is getting kinda complicated now.

Shit happens, oh well.

Ohkay, late night partying this weekend!

Join me, anyone? (:

Sat & Sun night, even maybe Fri.

I must spend my time wisely.

It must be fully used.

Worked so hard for so long, not to say how many sleepless nights I've been having.

Oh, like Monday, 27th, we had this huge function.

Freaking rich guy booked the whole restaurant, with a total of 32 tables filled with 320 pax.

Like, OMG.

It was a dinner function, the Host's 80th birthday.

Per table, the meal costs $2,100, which is like $210 per person.

Plus, he bought draft beer from us, brought his own red and white wine, so our company provided free flow of soft drinks and my lady boss provided chivas and brandy.

OMG LAAAA.

There we so many drunk old people out there. Lol.

Worked whole day from 11am to 1am.

Like, WHOA.

Wore this red QiPao uniform top.

It was a must.

We even had rehersals for the opening march in.

LOLOL.

Soooooooo cute can.

Ohkays, I'm at my workplace now.

So, gtg.

Catch you guys tonight! (:

HEYYYY.

2009-05-15T00:26:00.002+08:00

My comp is back in good shape!
As usual, re-formatted. Zzzzz.
Luckily I backed up my stuff in my 8GB phoneeeeee baby. (:

Anyways, work has been tough.
Having all the muscle aches and shit.
But people there are really really nice. (:
I actually enjoy working, well, actually.
Maybe 1 or 2 factors turns me off, but still, anywhere I go, things always comes around.
I think.

Been camwhore-ing so much.
Oh, and lost 5kg!
Beat that! (:

Currently down with a flu and cough, and fever 2 nights ago.
I've seen the doctor, safe from SWINE FLU.
He says it's just the typically flu and cough, no big. (:
But still, work is too much for me, so got mc for tmrw.
Met up with Neoy today.
Went to Crystalbelle.
Then passed by Genie's and saw Genie.
Invited us in, treated us to a couple of drinks, sang a couple of songs, then had to leave.

*Looking forward to clubbing this weekenddddddd. (:

Just maybe. Not confirmed yet. Sighs.

Big loves, ya'll. (:

You know you love me.
xoxo, Ashley.
You one and only bitch. (:

BLAAAAA.

2009-05-02T23:57:00.002+08:00

Ohkays, I sure do miss a lot of people right now.
Been missing all the meet up dates with Bran and El and gang.
Been missing all HAL peeps.
Been missing all orientation peeps.
Been missing all DCS & DPB kids.
Been missing all my loves.
Let's see.
Latest thing I ever did was sing and drink at KTV pub, and met this cute guy, Wilson.
Not hitting on him, he has a girlfriend.
He's just really nice, love his voice, and personality.
Straight forward, pusher.
Only known him for 1 night, and here you go.
Knew him through Frank (love his voice too), chef from work, who invited me over to the ktv pub for his sis' b'day.
Brought JM and WC over together since they've agreed to meet me.
Had so much fun singing.

Oh, work is not bad.
Except for this one @$#$#%@$^#@$.
Just her.
Fuck'd up shit.
I swear I'll just shout at her one freakin' day.
Almost did yesterday, when she pushed this partition over, and I wasn't paying attention, walked pass, she didn't even made a sound.
By the time she did, it already hit me.
Not only did she not apologize, she blamed me for not paying attention.
WTFFFFFF.
I walked pass also because she ask me to set the table over at the other side.
Zzzzzz.
The rest are pretty fine.

Oh, and I heard we only trainees at 33 only to be transfered to OCC when it opens.
I told one of the supervisors that if that's the truth, then I'm quitting.
Look what happened with Jey.
I'm not going, don't even think about it.
I have to settle this thing with CK.
Communication break down with him know. Zz.

Hopefully something more interesting comes up here soon.
Like me shouting at that #@%$@$#%$^.
HAHA.

Toodles!~

)':

2009-04-15T15:21:00.000+08:00

I miss Evangeline OSL. ):

Sleepover!

2009-03-31T06:06:00.002+08:00

Heyyyyy.
I have 3 of the cutest boys in my house right now.
Didn't sleep the whole night.
Was playing hotel 626, facebook, singing karaoke, like OMFG, best night everrrrr.
They're like the cutest precious ever.

Will be updated, going to bed now. (;

(:

2009-03-28T00:22:00.002+08:00

Life is like at it's peak right now.
I have the dearest of people revolving around.
That's enough for me.
I don't have to worry so much about everything like when I go out with others.
We can do the simplest of things, and have more fun than any other.

We created chaos at my house today.
Sang karaoke on the internet like, for a whole of maybe 3 hours or so?
I know, that's why I love them.
We can totally clique.

Btw, went back to school today.
Bumped in to Fariz&gang.
The sweetest thinggggs.
Hell, did I miss them.
I will keep Friday free. (:

We have a number of new quotes today.
My favourite quote of the day:
"There's nose in my porridge!"

My favourite scene today:
When Darren sweety was singing to all the "Ah"s and the "Ooo"s and the "Yeah"s and so on. :D

Sweetest scene I've ever seen and will never get bored of:
Kane darl sleeping. (:

Funniest moments:
"Kong King" and "Ee orh ee orh ee". =B

I love all of them, my precious. (:

OMFGGG.

2009-03-25T01:25:00.003+08:00

Hellooooo!

Life has been very upbeat for me these days.
Thanks to all my sweetest darls who bakes cakes for me. :D
Let's list them out.

Kane, the shy & youngest one. But still, totally lovable. (:
Also, my darl, and the WHORE.

Darren, the super gay, jealous & control freak. But still, always kissable. :0
Also, my sweety, and the lil' TRAMP.

Xue qing, the super crazy & has enormous boobs. But still, absolutely hugable. ;D
Also, my honey, and the SLUT.

Tash, the one who wants me to be there so badly. Forever & ever. [=
Also, my dear, and the SLUTTY TRAMP.

Deborah, the crazy & says the sweetest stuff. Definite candy cane. (=
Also, my cutie pie, and the BITCHY WHORE.

Mei Hui, the cutest, and most mature. Extremely adorable. :D
Also, my lovey, and the SLUTTY BITCHY TRAMPY WHORE.

Ever since I've met them, I felt a whole lot better than all the backstabbers in my life.
They added flavours and colours to my life, and lightened it up.
They got me involved, and wanted me to be there.
They, I will always and forever want.
We clique so well, like, TOTALLY.
"Just.. Just... Just.... SAVE IT!"
That's our tagline.
LOL.

Being with them made me think back to the times when there were people like them around me.
The feelings I felt were just like that.
But old feelings fade away, not like I wanted to, but no matter how hard I tried, it felt like, it's already gone.
I missed them, they can never be replaced.
But I'm glad that now I have them.
Because they make me feel like, me again. (:

Thanks pretty babies! ((;

Nights, Ninnies!

You know you love me.

xoxo, Ashley.
The one and only bitch.

HEYAAAAA!

2009-03-18T17:41:00.002+08:00

Ok, first, HOTS cycles ended.
And guess what?!?!?!
I'M FIRST IN PLACE!
I mean, WE. (:
YEAAAAAAAAA!

Ok, next.
I have my cousin sitting right next to me now.
We went for Pizza Hut, and she over at my place now for movie marathon.
Oh, yesssss!
We saw this guy, this Eurasian hottie who's like the HOTTEST Eurasian EVERRRRRRRRRR.
OMGGGGGG, he's like soooooo HOTTTTTT!!!
Like, seriously!
He even smiled at me when we passed each other, and I went all boy crazy, and my cousin just can't stand me!
She's like "chill, chill!"
and I'm like "I CAN'T, AND YOU KNOW WHYYYY!!!"
HAHAHAH!
We are just, totally the craziest cutest girl EVERRR!

Okay, movie time!
SEE YAAAAAAAA!

It's a new day!

2009-03-13T23:17:00.002+08:00

HEYYYY.

I'm back to update on my life, which has so not been interesting.

I chopped my hair, yes.
It did not drop.
& I also dyed my hair.
& no, I'm not old.

HOTS in school has been really awesome for me.
I'm ranked 1st!
OHHHPS, I meant WE. (:
Seriously speaking, I'm really lucky to have Isa in my group, who comes out with all the amazing plans.
Without him, we would be a seriously sinking ship, right Eeping?
BUTTTT, we do contribute okay. It's not him SOLO. :D

Anw, I'm leaving school in about 2 weeks.
Everyone has been asking me.
[everyone meaning schoolmates.]
I'm gon'na miss schoooool!
Well, not exactly.
I'm gon'na miss the people in school.
Yeaaaaaa, that's right.
People like Zul, Garett, Selina, Natasha, and their classmates who are totally cute&funny, Christelle, Melissa, Faris, Fariz, Shah, Syar, Jamie, Indra, Luqman, Azhari, Michelle, the guys who always cheat my money for their fund raising (HAHA! :D), Tisha, Paul, Sarah, Gerlyn my princess :D, and all who I've not mention, it's all of you.

OMFG, I'm still at school, and I'm already missing people! ):
ESP trainers like VCT, ABG, JNT, CLM, and so on.
& big big big plus point for GODMOM! & her pretty lil' admin peeps. (:

& you know who I'm gon'na miss MOSTTTTT?
__________.
That's for me to know, and for you to find out. [;
Well, some people don't have to.
Except they've never seen him before.
No one has, actually.
Never pointed him out to anyone, YET.
He was a last minute pop up. LOL.

Can you keep a secret? (;

HOOOOO.

2009-03-05T11:02:00.001+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE!

I'm at home, on a school day!
Amazingly, I've taken MC for the FIRST TIME!
WOW. I myself am amazed.
Coooool.
But I'm really sick, so it's a real MC, even Mom approves of it.
Nobody expected me to take MC.
Everyone's calling and msging me.
OMG. Cooooool. (:

Have fun in school, my dearests! (:

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2009-03-03T23:46:00.002+08:00

Where was WII when I wanted it?

Here comes PS3 when my brother asked for it.

Zzzzzzzzz.
I'm not interested in PS3.
I just want WII.
):

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2009-02-24T00:00:00.002+08:00

Okay.
Make some things clear first.
I LOVE MR.JT.
He's a great, fun, and easy-going mentor.
He gave us lots and lots of time to do projects,
and he sure is NOT a person who just, heck care.
Whoever is the person who bitch about him in his/her blog, must be some a-hole.
Tsk.

School's getting more and more interesting for me.
Got my transcript, I improved.
PLUS POINT!
Had fun with a few of my LOVES today:
Zul, Gerlyn, Selina, Garett & their girl-friend, and a few more really sacarstic people like Michelle, Azhari and this other guy whom I forgot his name. Hahah.
Then there were these pastry girls, every time they see me they'll just laugh, so cute!
& they're fun.
JT was very KPO today, hahahaha! Funnyyyyyyyyy.
Miss Neoy so much. ):
Gerlyn wan'na watch movie with me on Thurs. (:
School is basically the best time of my life, and I'm like going for attachment already.
Great timing huh. ):
I will definitely come back to visit them, LOVES!
HAL is one of the best thing that'd ever happened to me, thanks to all the crazy people whom I've met.
Thanks a million.
And all the new batch classes that I took, thanks to you guys too, CHRO109A & DCS109A. (:
Hope I didn't get the classes wrong.

Met with my aunt, then JM dear.
Then shit happened. OMFG, he's like so annoying. Zzzzzzzz.
Then Daddy gave me a scolding. I cried, and felt very guilty because I know I was wrong, so he hugged me.
He's always pampered me. I love Daddy, and Mommy, and AuntAda. (:

And all my loveeeeees. (:

Signing off now, ninny's!

You spin my head right round, right round. (;
You know you love me.

xoxo, Ashley. (:
The one and only bitch. (:

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2009-02-22T00:57:00.002+08:00

"TELL ME ABOUT IT!"
"UH-HUH!"

Spells it all. (:
So busy with open house, finally, it's over.
It's a perfect success, although we were short handed.
Only had like 6 people for full day.
Supposed to have 20 split in different shifts.
I totally screwed up.
But thanks to the help of Paul, Aisha, Winson, Ron, James, and extra help of Garett, Selina, Chen, and Jasmine.

But there was this psycho, whom have BO, like, OMFG, but freakin' funny. Hahahah.
And stupid MrFariz lost his PSP.
Poor thing.

Life in school is so much better with people from HAL, and DCS109A.
Specifically, Neoy dearest, Zul, Faris, Gerlyn, Christelle, Fariz, Indra, Shah, Syar, Luqman, Feddrick.
And also the DPB people who have been really kind. (:
Thanks for the cakes! (:

Big loves, y'all!

WHEEEE!

2009-02-15T11:26:00.002+08:00

Ok, priority number ONE.
HAL ROCKKKKS!
I love HAL, love the people in HAL.
NY-Sweetheart, Gerlyn-Princess Crazy, Zul-Evil Partner, Christelle-Boy Crazy Partner.
They're the best of the best. (:
Big success to our fund raising/V day event!
Big loves! (:

Guess what? I just had the best Valentine's day everrrrrrr.
First, 'HE' called, SURPRISINGLY.
Hahahaha, but that's not so big of a deal.
Went out with Wend, Am, Jas, and Free.
Haven't gathered like that FOR EVERRRR!
Went crazy on the bus ride. UBERRRRR.
Went to town, dumped them for my dearest NY!
Hahaha, sorry girls! Owe you guys one aight?
Hung out with NY and her GF, and their friend, Antony or something.
He didn't join us for singing and drinking.
Went down to Boat Quay, JM and Keith joined us.
We sang like crazy at first, cause nobody dedicated any songs, so all the way we were like, having a concert of our own; non-stop hits!
After that, it was madness of waiting time.
When it was finally our last 2 songs, the last song I sang was AN JING by Jay Chou.
And the table before us was like, complimenting me, and then it was like so ps.
Then this girl took a picture with me, and they actually wanted me to sing Ting Hai for them, but I was leaving, and I had to wait 14 more songs before my song, so I apologised.
Then they said it was ok, and gave me her number, which I saved in JM's phone, and which she lost. There goes one singing partner!
I'm like, so damn sad! Cause she's from Taiwan, and I LOVE TAIWAN!
OMGOMGOMG.
I hate JM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ok, I don't. Hahahaha.
And Keith is so irritating. Zzzzzzz.

You know, I've only known NY for like, 2-3 days, and we're already hanging out?
And we had so much fun???!?!?!?
Now we like, have to see each other everyday??!?!?!
And her GF and I have the same Birthdate?
OMFG right?? I KNOW!
WTBF!
LOLOL.
It's so fun to hang out with them! (((((:

Big loves, honies!

UPDATE!

2009-02-09T23:42:00.002+08:00

Hey punks!
Last few minutes of new year, how fast time flies huh.
Shouldn't have blinked. Shit.
Anyways, nothing much happened, not any that I can think of.
Things sailed smooth, not very, but, smooth.
Tests are coming up this whole week, plus next Monday.
Gosh, is it gon'na be hard.

Anyways, it's Valentine's Week!
Exact day coming this Sat.
For you lovers out there, keep on going!
Me? Hahahahaha, funny.
I wish.
Still, there's always people reminding me how SINGLE I am. Damn them!
Still, big loves! ((:

Pictures will be up real soon aight?

I like to moo it moo it!

2009-01-28T22:51:00.002+08:00

New year has been pretty well this year.
Yesterday played mj again at my cousin's, and blackjack.
Won a lil'.
But lost at B's place.
Although lost, but had so much funnnn!
Well, there were some people who gives so much attitude I could just vomit on them.
But that is just one or two.
The rest, super cock'ish.

Got lots of crap from them.

First, once I step in, was named 'Big Ang Bao' because I was in a red top. --

Second, got teased by B&gang about Nicholas, which I did not say he's handsome, but B claimed that I did. Okay, he is. But not crazy over him kind. I can't remember who, but someone even said I was his 'fan club' just because I counted his cards ONE freakin' time. LOL.

Third, someone called me NEXT.
Then because of my name, ASHLEY, Ben called me ARSE. In the end, they joined them together, and called me NEXT ARSE. SO RUDE!!! Hahahaha.

Fourth, got so much suan-ing from Leonard and Shaun that I have memory jam.

Fifth, Brad is just another duplicate of Bran. A better looking, and much reasonable and sensible duplicate. But still the same.
We were talking about going overseas for holiday, because I wna go to Taiwan but Bran just insist that it's no good.
Then we talked about Australia, Thailand, M'sia, ...
Then I wna go Taiwan because of all the good finger chinese food!
And everywhere they talked about, I kept asking about food.
So Brad called me "Yao Gui". Zzz.
Then we talked about Africa, where there's no food, but I said I still quite interested to go there because I like the wild.
And Bran said I'm a Monkey. THANKKKKS A LOTTT.

Then Bryan came. He's funnnn.
& they talked about brothers and sisters.
& Brad said I'm more to a brother,
then Bran said BOTH.
Super maximummmmmms team.

Went to Baby's, ate a lil' steamboat.
Then gambled blackjack. Super funny.
Left his place around 530, went over to Quan's.
Ate a somehow buffet cooked by his mum. Thanks aunty!
Then as usual, Lao Yu Sheng.
Forever supeer big plate, forever super messy. HUAT AH!
On the way home with Seng and Gary, we had a lil "sisterhood" session. LOL.
Gary is always a sister to me, vice versa.
So we always have this very sisterly "hand sign/shake".
Then he started walking like a girl, like gay style, no offence, I love gays. (:
Super cute.
Seng couldn't cut it. He just can't stand Gary. Being so girly and all.
So we kept trying to pull him in, he never did.
After Gary left, I started telling him about the "bimbotic/bitchy" talk.
Like he always say "okay de, okay la." So I told him must say "okayyyy~~~" in a slang. HAHA! & He did it!!! So cute!
Then he said "cock la!" So I told him to say "you're such a penis!" LOLOL. And he laughed like crazy.
Then he said "CB LA!" So I told him must say "You're a pussy!"
Then he said things like "fuck you!" It's fine, but I told him to say "Tiu Lei Sum Sum!" So he asked me what it meant, and I said "fuck you deep deep". He went totally out'ta hand. LOLOL.
& in the end, he DID the hang sign with me! YEAAAA!!

MISSION ACCOMPLISHED! ((((:

Super vulgar post. LOL.

Sweet loves, guys!

Signing off. (:

xoxo, Ashley.
The one and only bitch. (:

HAPPY CNY!

2009-01-27T03:47:00.002+08:00

Yes yes, hello to all.
Went to "Four Horse Road" in the afternoon to pray.
Super crowded.
Went to Granny's after, as usual.
Gambled Blackjack there, as usual.
Something that's not usual is that we all shifted to my place for mj cause Granny doesn't own a mj set.
Funny.
Of course, the elders played mj, the rest of us played Blackjack.
Then, it was mj for Jaylin, Mich, Edmund, and I.
Won, at the last few rounds. (:

That's all for first day. (:

Happy New Year Eve, y'all!

2009-01-25T13:56:00.002+08:00

Heya!
Guess what? Dad actually still have not said anything about my nails yet!
Hmms.
Anyways, after the dinner, went to find Bran, Em, and HQ.
They went for mj, I just went to watch.
Met Jas and Davin.
Well, that's all.

I had a horridious morning.
So bloody pissed!
Now I'm just roaming around, awaiting for my reunion dinner afterwards.
It's different this year. Going to Pasir Ris in stead of Granny's.
Long story. Stupid superstitious aunties.

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2009-01-24T13:02:00.003+08:00

HAHA!
"Don't be so immature!"
Get it?

"S-L-U-T, what does it spell? *!"
Totally. Can you say NASTY?!

Quoted from some of the movies I've been watching lately.
& Yes, they're all bimbotic shows.

Baby's right.
I have to make a stand.

You think you're all that, don't you?
So what if?

& excuse me *.
That fuck you wasn't for you.
So I think you're the one who should fuck yourself, thank you.
Don't assume everything's about you.
You are much better than some other people.

Don't give me hot 'n cold, a-hole.
I ain't your dolly.

That's also not for you.

Going for reunion dinner tonight with Dad's side.
It's gna be so x4 AWKWARD!

Just did my nails, love them so much.
Dad will probably bitch at me for using dark colours,
but it's not gna stop me.
HELLO? I'm like 19 this year ALREADY.
PUH-LEASE!
& he also took off my favourite Disney Channel.
THIS IS SO UNFAIR!
Disney Channel is so NOT a kiddy channel.
It is a FAMILY channel.
It's not all CARTOON.
HELLO? Earth call Paps!
This is the 21st Century, I'm generation Y.
Stop living in your old 80s gen X!

SO PISSED!

CNY round the corner, y'all!

2009-01-23T23:37:00.002+08:00

Hey hey hey!
Spent the day with fave couzs and aunt.
Before that had class in the morning.
Supposed to still have ALF's lesson, but bargained with him for so long, and finally.
He took off the lesson, but is going to make it up for the following 2 Thursdays in the morning at 830.
Everyone was more than happy.
It's better than having a 3 half hour break in between lesson. Zzz.
Shopping at The Face Shop in WM with El.
I bought 4 nail polish; base coat, top coat, and 2 colours that looks nude. (:
SWEET!
Had lots of fun crazy-ing around with couzs and aunt.
See you guys on Sunday!

SUITE! (;

Thank god!

2009-01-21T23:53:00.005+08:00

CK is discharged! YEA!
Went over to his place with a few of the guys to visit him.
He has a cast!
Such eagerness to sign on it! HAHA!
Glad that he's fine. (:

Guess who I'm crazy with right now?

Number one on the list: ALEX PETTYFER.

GOSH, look at those abs!

DEVASTATING HEARTTHROB!
FYI, he's Freddie in WILD CHILD, which you so MUST catch.

Next up: AARON JOHNSON.

SO CUTE! & the abs are still soooooooo HOT!
He's the SEXGOD Robbie in Angus, thongs, and perfect snogging.

& not to forget, TOMMY BASTOW.

SOOOOO CUTE!
He's Dave the laugh in Angus, thongs, and perfect snogging.

Lastly: Haruma.

This is the guy, whom many girls fall for.

Tell me is he cute and gorgeous or WHAT?!
He's Hiro in Sky of Love, which is one movie that you can't miss.
SO VERY VERY TOUCHING!

Ok, end of boy crazy moment, Earth calling Ashley!
School tmr, ARGH!
Suck up, a-holes.

Signing off, ninny!

xoxo, Ashley.
The one and only bitch. (:

Shit X 2!

2009-01-21T00:22:00.003+08:00

To add on to yesterday's mind-blowing day, today is nothing better.

Another cold war. I can't believe it.

Talked to Baby on the train back.
And I still don't feel any better.

Supposed to be a happy night out with the gang.
Celebrating Gary's b'day.
Ya, it was happy.
But after it all ended, there was an accident.
We weren't there to witness it.
From where we were, we ran all the way to find him after his phone call,
with our minds filled with memories, and all round up worried.
I ran, in my heels.
My feel hurts right now, but nothing beats to getting straight knock down by a speeding bike.
He was in the right of way.
It was the green man, he was already halfway across the road.
Bike came out of no where, speeding, and that was it.
As told by him, both him and the biker flew off after the impact.
His injuries on his leg wasn't that serious, but he claimed to be giddy, confused, and fainting.
The biker was lying in the middle of the road, until they helped him on the wheelchair when the ambulance came.
Stupid boy CK (victim) can still think about his freaking test tmr.
It's the CNY season, so freaking unlucky.

Just got news from the boys who accompanied him to the hospital.
He's fine, but fractured his leg.
I think I'm visiting him tmr.
Take care, CK.

Today, I w'na thank Baby, for being there for me,
Tan, for calling to check on my safety, and for thinking about me running far behind in heels while we were rushing over to find CK,
& The gang, for counting me in on every event.

Big loves, signing off.

xoxo, Ashley.
The one and only bitch.

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2009-01-20T00:17:00.002+08:00

I regret saying yes.
Rejected the first time.
Why can't I just say no one more time?
Sobbing at home with Mom beats the time I had.
I really don't know what I did wrong, but fuck you.

Never ever am I agreeing to that ever again.
Every time, I always get it.
Fuck.
I'm not a guy, so stop treating me like one.
I may act like one, but fuck those people who ever took advantage of me.
Stop thinking that I never care because I never said so.
I AM A GIRL.
A foolish one, in fact. But still, a girl.
Taking up all these shit, but nothing good ever comes out of it.
No matter how hard I try, nothing ever works.
You know, I remembered what somebody told me that's true.
"At least I've been happy before. You've like never been happy ever since the start of the first year."
Every time I think it's stable, shit always happen.
Ya, maybe some of the shit I brought it to myself, but there's always someone else involved.

Don't ignore me, then pretend nothing happened.
Of course you can, you're the victim right? & I'm the devil.
Hypocrite.
I hate you.

Don't tell me something now, and another straight after.
It's so unfair.
At first, I was so excited, and happy.
Now? It's nothing. I don't even wan'na care about it anymore.

And then, I get ignored for some reason I don't know.
You really have to stop doing that.
I don't wan'na lose you.

I'm trying to be happy.
I WANT to be happy.
I kicked the emo days in school out.
But does it even matter anymore?

You think you did nothing to me, but there's way more going on.

Hoo hoo!~

2009-01-15T22:04:00.002+08:00

Did I tell you about RH giving everyone who doesn't have an English name an English name? LOL.
Eg, GY is now Gabriel, YH is now Nora, TL is now John.
OH, and Randy is always the one who gets all sorts of name.
Eg of his names are: Sean, given by RH, Robert, Ryan.
Super funny. Robert is cause he wants to be Iron Man, Robert Downy Jr.
Ryan is mistakenly called by ST.

Today's lesson wasn't that bad. We ended early. Quite VERY early.
I was scribbling in RH's lesson, but still did pay attention.
Bran, the grade one asshole, really just can't give me a break, not even just ONE day.
And earlier on he just phoned me to test if his phone is spoilt because his other friends are not picking up.
HELLO?!?! This is not some Singtel hotline. Zzz.
Then we argued/debated about personal views of prostitutes. OMG. Zz.
Shall not go into details.

After the lunch break, played a newly invented game with Gabriel, Thomas and Sisi.
Someone is going to think of a known song title, and we have to guess the FIRST sentence.
It's not easy, you know.
Most of the time, we'll definitely start to sing the chorus first, because it's the most familar part of a song.
Then we'll try to figure out, which quite a number of songs we can't, so ended up playing the song from the phone.
Tough one.

JT's lesson was fast and easy.
Snap, and we ended the class.
3hr class, turned out to be a little past 1hr.
Coooooooooool.
Oh, and did I mention about this new chef trainer in school named ABIGAIL?
HAHA! Well, some of you will get it, because I've been chanting the name a lot. HAHA.
Bought a pair of shoes. Just one. Zzz, it's time to go shoe hunting.

Signing off, ninny. (:

xoxo, Ashley.
The one and only bitch. (:

The Last Sem.

2009-01-15T00:09:00.004+08:00

Hello readers, if there are any.
School has just started for 2 days, look what already happened.
Being sabo-ed to be class rep, which definitely is Frid and Jey.
And whatever has me in it, has poor GY in it. HAHA.
AF's lesson is definitely going to blow my mind, like in a way which I will fall asleep..
TT's lesson was kinda interesting..
Like the way he actually believes that Jey's from Thailand, a girl who never blinks, if you get what I mean.
She almost got found out, but she has her story, like how she moved to S'pore when she was 5, that's why the fluent English.
Then there's RH, who requires either one of the class rep to greet her when she comes into class.
I don't mean just "Good morning, Mdm."
I mean ENTHUSIASTICALLY saying, "We warmly welcome you to our class!"
And, "Thank you, Mdm. We had a great time, we hope that you do too!"
*Faints. Big time. I'm lucky it's not for ALL lessons, or else, OMG.
Oh, and it's fun to walk around to see all the new hosts from the orientation.
& gosh, do I remember my first day of school...

Anyways, back to school.
Joined HAL; Host Ambassador League.
Had this meeting on Tuesday, ended up leaving the school late, which results in meeting my Aunt late.
Oh, and there was a big hoo-ha with Mahjong. Damn..

Also, big hoo-ha at home with Daddy, about Gramps, maid hiring, bla bla bla.
These few days things are piling up. Hmms.

Because I have no classes on Wednesdays, Mj was planned.
My luck's coming back! Yippee to Chinese New Year!
Had this 99cents sushi at Kallang for dinner with Bran, coincidentally clashed with his lil' bro.
Which reminds me of the stupid big mouth who spread the whatever to him, OMG.
When he asked me I was like, "WHAT?"
So going to kill that grade one asshole. Zzz.

And here I am, home again, thinking of what to wear tmr, in order not to get some a-hole's comments on every single thing about me.
He has a big problem, I think it's allergies. ARGH.
"You think you're Beyonce ah? HAHAHA!!!"
Thanks a lot, zzzzzzzzzzzzz.

The holiday events posts and pictures will be posted up soon. (:

Signing off now, Good Night!

xoxo, Ashley.
The one and only bitch. (:

Sing Out '08.

2009-01-07T22:36:00.006+08:00

Here's an update on Singout '08
Truthfully speaking, it wasn't that good. Not as I expected.
It's the last Singout, so there should be much more expectations, but it turned out to be really... Boring.
Okay, feeling really guilty, sorry, but that's the truth.
The only time I felt like I know why I love choir and music so much, is when HIHS choir performed the Counting Song. Many agreed.
I was just, really disappointed.
I went with the usual gang; SM, WT, Jac, XY, Sean, & Freesia.
Wend went with some other guy. -- I know, SOME FRIEND, BYIATCH! Lol.
Anyways, saw quite a few familiar faces, like Jas, YangJun, ChuanLian, Marcus, Joshua, Kevin, Sebas, Meryl, Krystal, DarrenGoh, XM, and that's all I can remember.
OH! I saw ChengCheng! LOL! Cute boy. Quan's bro.
Had supper with SM & Sean at 401. That's about all for Singout. (:

Sebastian.
Kevin.
Ivy.
Darren, always have loved, always will. (:
Cutest.
Sean.
Shimin, cherry topped sundaes. (:
Weitong, chippy cheer. (:
Xinye, simplicity. (:
Jacqueline, sweetest candy. (:
The girls, big love. (:

whosh!

2009-01-04T02:25:00.002+08:00

Finally, I got that KL post up. Uploading the photos are hell of a load.

I can barely remember what happened in between the time I came back from KL till now. But of course, there are some things that just can't be forgotten, like how some shit head ill-treats you when you treated them like true friends. YA RIGHT.

& I DO remember a memorable X'mas party I went to that I had to leave early for cause of my freakin' curfew. ZZZ. & I sure do remember L!! Ok, day dreaming stops here, for now.

& I DO remember PAINTBALL! Oh my god, it was WAR!

& I DEFINITELY WILL NEVER FORGET, New Year party. BEST PARTY OF THE YEAR. You want details, please hear it from me, myself. C&J, and the few other topless dudes, HOT. It says it all. DON'T THINK DIRTY! Ok, I can't wait to go to the same place for CNY Party. I just wish this curfew will just fuck off. I'M 19, HELLO?!?!?!

& most of my holidays were spent with the cutest, lamest, & definitely most childish gang of all; The Ex-School mates. (:

I'll give you pictures, soon. I promise. (: Miss all of the dudes and babes out there that I haven't seen for a month, or so. BIG LOVES!

I'm Back!

2008-11-24T14:27:00.021+08:00

Miss me much? Guess not. Today has been really hilarious. Heard things I personally hate to hear, but then I have to know, so there's a new me coming your way! (Well, I say that all the time, but this time round it is super extreme.)

Back from KL/GENTING! Best trip ever. It's so much more easy this time round. A smaller group, without irritating mischievous kids. You know, people say are you ever sick of going to M'sia? Yea, I thought it'll be just theme park and shopping at the same place bla bla. But this time round, new experience of Largest Indoor Theme Park, and staying at a new hotel.

Day One.

Once we reached there, we check in at Piccolohotel, a new hotel of 3/4 stars. Once we stepped in to the lobby, we loved that place. It has this really really pleasant fragrance that made us all start talking about it. The lobby is so quiet (because it's a new hotel), we love it much better than First World or whatever in Genting Highlands. It's so crowded and packed, you can't find a seat anywhere, & you have to stand waiting for like 1hour to check in. But it's much different here. They have this really nice cushion sofa seats that made us just feel like resting there after the long lousy coach ride. We took a lousy coach cause there's no other better coaches to book during the last minute. Plus, this stupid coach drops us at the bus terminal, and we had to find a way to the hotel ourselves. Total cab fare was RM30, and it was so freakin' near, but everyone, including the hotel staff, says that there's no way to walk from there unless you know a short cut, which we don't. They had super minimum staff, because it's new, and there's not much guests. Atan, the Front Office staff is soooooo nice and funny. Very cute, not outlook, but yes, cute. The conceirge guy, whom I forgot, or don't even know his name, was really helpful too, so my Dad & Aunt tipped him quite a bit (so did they tip the housekeeping staff and Atan, I think.).

Next, we stepped in to our suites (it's called a "SUITE", so they say), it was 2 connecting rooms. We loved the hotel even more then! The design was simple, and looks very high class. Plus, the bed and pillows were so comfortable, it's as if we're all HOME. Ok, now the bad side. It has NO BATH TUB, which is a big boo-hoo, cause me and my cousins were planning on the long comfortable bath. Next bad thing, the sink is in the living room. So everyone just watches you when you brush your teeth, or wash your face, bla bla. Ok, now back to the good stuff. They have mirrors everywhere, which is a big plus point for me!

Enough about the hotel, now let's talk about my favourite topic: FOOD!
We had our lunch/tea at this place called "U Cafe" nearby the hotel. Oh, by the way, the hotel and cafe is both recommended by my Aunt Ada, whom been there previously and loves it there. So, U Cafe has the best food. Their Curry Fish Head is seriously awesome. The best we've ever tasted. The whole pot of Curry Fish Head (not very big pot; it's freakin' small!) will always be scrapped clean. Super awesome. Ate Fried Kway Teow, which is so not like Singapore's, which is SO OILY! You can never get sick of U Cafe's. Ate this super nice House Speciality Prawn, which freakin' cost super expensive too. We only found out when the bill came. -- For this meal, we spent RM209.

Favourite Apple Crush. (:

Shopped at this shopping mall, which I actually don't remember the name of. Bought a pair of sandals from there. Well, that's the only thing I bought there. We had U Cafe for dinner, again. My aunt came out with a conclusion: You know, every time you go for a meal at somewhere, there's always something that's not very good in the menu right? Well, at U Cafe, we practically liked every single shit we ordered. We ordered something new, and we still do like it. Amazing.. Even the drinks, I LOVE APPLE CRUSH! Then there's this Ice Cold Chocolate drink, which my cousin drank, which is also super duper good! & their fresh coconut is like freakin' huge. Biggest coconut I've ever seen. YUM!

Sandals. (:

Cam-whoring.

Day Two.
Cam-whoring, again.

I miss Bro!
Favourites. (:

Sweetest. (:

Woke up early to take a van-ride up to Genting Highlands. We had the concierge to book the transport for us. Took like a couple or three hours to get there, cause there's like 8 people in the van, so it went real slow. Too heavy, I guess. When we reached there, we had Marrybrown for brunch. OMFG, their chicken is like so so SOOOOO much better than S'pore's KFC. I'm like so freakin' serious. Even the breast meat taste so tender! YUMMMMMMS!

After lunch, went into the outdoor theme park for some funnnnnn! Haven't been there for quite some time already. Nothing much changed. Still love their roller coaster rides, especially Corkscrew! & of course, the superman ride. SWEET! Oh, we even played those stall games, Daddy won me a med-sized teddy, while Granny won herself this huge bull dog cushion! Which was way to big to bring back, so she changed it for a large-sized teddy. I like mine better! But it's arms are kind injured. There's this hole at the joint, so I'm pushing my Mom to work on it! Anyways, after outdoor, went in First World for some Bak Kut Teh, which totally sucks. The last time we had our dinner there it was so good, now, goodness, there's barely any ribs in there! Then we rode on the indoor theme park roller coaster.

He lives in the shadow of my bro.
Meaningful. (:

After that, van-ride back to P. Van-driver, stupid ah-neh, like wan'na cheat our money. FUCK OFF! Slept super late that night. Were gossiping about almost everything, and dancing around in the hotel room (well, that's for me only. LOL!).

Day Three.

Last day. Guess what? Went back to U Cafe for brunch! YUMS! I love this XO Mussels Vermicelli. It was so damn good! So is Mom's Claypot Prawn Glass Noodle, and Granny's Claypot Lao Shu Fen. Super awesomeeeeeee!

Cutest. (:

Double those Apple Crushes. (:

Went to Berjaya Times square after brunch. Shopped, and we found a PDA phone in VOIR. Goodness! We're very nice Singaporean Citizens okayyyy, so I suggested we call the person she recently just called in her dial calls. Guess what? It was her husband. So we waited there, and saw this Malay Lady rushed in hurriedly. So we checked her picture in her phone, and yes, it's her. She was really thankful. THUMBS UP FOR US! ((: & then, more shopping. Eugene was so eager to go to the indoor theme park. He first thought it would be lame, because it's INDOOR. But guess what? When we first stepping into the theme park, BAM! It looks like one freakin' hell of a theme park! Super cool, I swear. It's the Largest Indoor Theme Park! Super cooooool! Only Eugene & I were the adventurous ones. No one else dares to go in. HAHA! Their roller coaster spins 360 degrees, drops down from a very high point, and has a 360 big loop! Oh my god, best roller coaster ride I've ever had (that's for me only, Eugene rode even more challenging rides in the States) . & then, there's this DNA Mixer. I swear, the name of the ride says it all. I think people might get brain damage or something by riding it. Super freak show.

Up the coaster tracks.

DNA Mixer.

Loop the coasters!

After theme park, more shopping, then back to U Cafe for dinner! I know, we're totally into it. We think that the staff must've already expected us to be there, but too bad it's the last meal for us! )): After that, it's home sweet home.

Cam-whoring, AGAINNNN, before we left. MISS IT MUCH!

Took the Midnight coach, reached home at like, 6am? Slept for 2 hours, and back to school. Some weekend!

HYPO-SLUT.

2008-11-20T02:03:00.002+08:00

Gossip Girl here. Your one and only source to the scandalous lives of HER elite.

Ok, I'm just so hooked on to that phrase. Anyways, I'm here, blogging at 2am because I just finished watching Episode 11 of GGS2, & V sucks to the core. I can't believe her. First, she gets N, who told her that he hasn't heard from her since like, forever. & asked if V would like to hang out together with him sometime. Then she's so happy and all because she has NOT forgotten him. Then, she goes to Humphrey's for Thanksgiving dinner & sees J. One side, V's saying to J about how friendship is much more important than a guy who comes in between, whom is N, and then she starts getting jealous and all when she saw the letter N sent J, which J herself has NOT even read yet! J doesn't even know there's actually a LETTER for her from him! OMFG, GET OVER IT, V! Big time spoiler. GETTING TO FREAKIN' HOT RIGHT NOW!

Actually, this reminds me of someone. HAHA. Ok now, let's not go there.

You know you love me, honey.
xoxo, -biteherlips. (:

SPOTTED!

2008-11-19T00:10:00.002+08:00

Look who's the hottie?

Uh-huh. My babe during her Prom Night. GIRLFRIEND, LOVE YOU MUCH! ((:

Woooooooo!

2008-11-18T19:19:00.002+08:00

Baby W.S. has been the best to me. Thanks, baby! Sweet. I've totally got no mood for any shit right now. Damn bored. Paul is a good guy. Both Pauls. Hahaha.
Another Cinderella Story, Selena Gomez & Drew Seeley. Cute! Good riddance. I sound like some crazy fan.
Guess what? I actually PASSED my Microeconomics. Very very surprising, but all thanks to S&Guys who helped me with notes at the very last minute.

By the way, seriously, BrandonTan & WilfridWee, please stop it. Fuckin' pissing me off ok. Just stop it.

Today's post is not as perky as the previous, all thanks to all the porky guys in school. All making fun of me. I wonder how long it can actually last. Consulting is one thing. Teasing, irritating, imitating and making fun is another.

SPOTTED!

2008-11-17T16:07:00.009+08:00

Gossip Girl here. Your one and only source to the scandalous life of HER elite.

SPOTTED!

S having a good time in class for her birthday. Thanks to A (whom is me), who chose the cutest birthday cake ever. To make it special, there were 3 cakes:

Hello Kitty chocolate butter cream cake,

Fairlady vanilla sponge white chocolate cake,

and a mini Hello Kitty sponge cream cake just for her.
PLUS, BVLGARI package including sweet scenting perfume and lotion, which made her go all hay-wire.

Bf, R was cruel enough to eat the head of Hello Kitty, which was so cruel for S to have to watch. PLUS, R stuffed the mini cake into her face, WITH HER MAKE-UP.
S almost died of breathing blockage. Accompanied her to the washroom, and she posed for me. Cutest girl I've ever met.

& for a girl like me, big cam-whore, how can I not take pictures with her?

Sweet love, S. (:

21st in China, 20th in Singapore. Time to mature up, S. Hope you liked the surprise & the gift. I fell twice within a few seconds for the cakes, so you better like it. (;

Class today was a nightmare. I was being the big news in class. THANKS GUYS, thanks a lot. J, B, E, W, T, Y, R, S, G. Go figure. You know who you are. Everywhere I turn, I see K.M., or hear the sound of *. Sucks to have people like that. They just won't stop. Who's the one always doing the shit, and yet, still, I get it. Well, that's just, me, right? Zzz. & thanks for the wanton noodle!

& Obviously, you know who I am, & that's the part I love.

You know you love me.
xoxo, -biteherlips. (:

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2008-11-16T00:57:00.004+08:00

Gossip Girl here. Your one and only source to the scandalous life of Manhattan's elite.

That's quoted, from you-know-what. Had a not exactly small family gathering @ my place on Thursday night for steamboat to celebrate Bro's 21st birthday, which exactly is on the 12th of November, Wednesday. So, Happy Birthday!

Went to Genie's Pub, that's my new God-mom's pub, on Friday night. A, R, W, E. Friday was also S's 21st birthday, so Happy Birthday!

Went to Singapore Expo today. Supposedly was to watch the Waiter's Race, which W and Dan joined. But Ms.E couldn't wake up, so we were late. Walked around the Food Fair, ate till I was super bloated. Bought Yam Paste back for Mom. Played arcade, bowling, and ate KFC @ Kallang Leisure, where we saw Danny working @ Rosti's. W's sis and her bf joined us @ bowling, and sent us home after. Thanks, and I will update you again. (:

W&E won't stop !@#$%&?!@#$%&? me. Thanks a lot guyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyys. --
I brought it to myself anyways. Also, we saw Christopher Lee @ bowling. He's actually very good at it, also, he looks much better in person. Too bad... ... Plus, next to our lane, super-sized-gay-liked guys. Super disgusting, no offense to gays, of course. It's actually a disgrace for gays. On the other side of our lane, super cute Malay/Indian/Tamil family. Don't know the difference. But there was this super cute lil' girl who I so so so so love. So cute. It was so fun doing faces with her. Ha ha!

& Obviously, you know who I am, & that's the part I love.

You know you love me.
xoxo, -biteherlips. (:

What's up?!

2008-11-13T01:24:00.002+08:00

Hey ya'all.

In pretty good mood today. For those who knows, yes yes. (: Nothing much about it, I shouldn't be TOO happy. Sang like crazy. Walked pass Music Clinic, and this guy, this guy who's one of the judges in those kind of singing or whatever competition, walked out and talked to me, saying I look familiar, like one of his students or whatever. I'm so hooked on with music schools, including singing and dancing. Super cool. I'm out to watch gossip girl now, so check you guys later!~

You know you love me. (:
xoxo, -biteherlips. (:

The New Me.

2008-11-12T00:52:00.002+08:00

Guess what?
I'm so going to start my diet now. $1,000 here I come! I will make it real, I have to. I have to prove them wrong, that's what I'm all about. (;
Mabel, Jey, Ashley. Supergirls. Like, together forever kind? So pre-school.
Gossip Girl new episode is coming out tomorrow, be sure to catch it, paparazzi. Referring to B, the most detailed and into-your-business paparazzi I've ever known. He checks on personal backgrounds like no other. You may say he's a genius, but I say he's GAY. Not that it's a bad thing, but if he is, there must be something wrong with his ... Cause his compass is always pointing to ...
Censored!

History test tomorrow, never ever going to pass, neither is Jey Yeo going to. Trying to mug but my eyes are shutting. Damn. Must be all the craziness I've had today. Like mambo-ing in class with Mabel, PLUS, also with my cousins, E&E, & Aunt A. Not to mention, funkiest granny in the world. Talking about how we wish we were the four unbeatable coolest siblings, including my Bro, of course. & about how I wish I had a younger sibling and she wish she had an elder one. We should just be combined families, it'd be the coolest family of all. Love, (:

Obviously, you know who I am, & that's the part that I love.

You know you love me. (:
xoxo, Bitchy-fied.

Nice!

2008-11-10T19:09:00.002+08:00

Hey Upper-east siders!
Guess what?
I'm officially known as the 987FM Radio Station DJ, cum Gossip Girl web.
Yes, all thanks to some BIG MOUTH.

More and more peeps are getting hooked up on gossip girl.
Apparently, guys like it too!
Currently, there's Sisi, Yuhui, Bran, and I. El got a lil' news too.
I'm guessing who's gon'na be the next one to join the crew. We're practically talking about it every single day. We even had our own roles! We twisted the roles here and there, still, there's no perfect role, except Bran being Chuck! But he kept referring Chuck to Wilfrid. So, here's the thing.

Sisi as B, El as V, some Star girl as S, Frid as C, Bran as N, Yuhui as G, Tiong as Security at the hotel, Randy as E, apparently, no one has the role of lil' J. As for me? Gossip Girl, of course!

2nd role take.
Sisi as S, El as V, Yuhui as G, I'm B, Bran as C, and it has not been settled yet.

3rd role take.
Just Bran as C, Jules as N, El as S, I'm B.
Bran says cause we're always hanging out together, which is so not what the roles are about.

We plan the roles as to see who fits more to the character. So, ya. We've been talking about GG the whole day, everyone's freakin' out about Bran being all excited with this girly stuff. HAHA!

I can't wait for the next ep. Lil' J left the building, where is she? D.Humphrey sent the story about chuck for his own sake? N back to his "Home Sweet Home"? What's gon'na happen to C & B? Is S going to accept Aaron? Mysterious.

Now, the past few days, been visiting granny at the hospital. She just got discharged today. Finally. The results/report takes forever. Haven't seen the cute doctor, which is pretty saddening.

WS&I sang in class today. Supposedly, should be by ourselves. But he practically sang loud enough for the whole class to hear. We got ourselves super high. El sang along too. & Bran was just, stunned. So was Jey. Very very interesting.

I commit myself to being the Love Doctor. Definitely. Interesting facts I've come on, and they're just gon'na go on and on.
Someone please plan on K-singing sessions, cause I really really need one.
I'm so hooked.

You know you love me. (:
xoxo, Gossip Girl.

Hey!

2008-10-30T23:18:00.002+08:00

Hey, what's up?
Just watched High School Musical 3 today with my loveliest couz, Eunice.
The cinema was so packed, I'm glad I booked the tickets earlier.
Our seats were awesome.
It was both our second time watching at Vivo theater.
I remembered my first was with Bryan and the others, watch Meet The Robinsons 3D, to celebrate his birthday, I think. So his parents paid for the tickets, if I haven't forgotten.
Well, those days sure are over. He's not even here anymore.
Ya, blame it on me, some maturity shit I threw on him.
Way to go, Ash.

Anyways, the movie was awesome.
I teared, as usual. Touching.
Ning&I were talking about how funny it would be if we were watching the movie halfway, and suddenly sang and danced.
It would be so totally dramatic!~
Love AshleyTisdale, as usual.
And Zac is the cutest!
Ok, enough about all these chatting,
Had an awesome "fabulous" time with Eunice!
& girl, I'm really sorry about it. Love ya!
By the way, everything's on Daddy today, so THANKS! (:

Gossip Girl has got me so tied up,
I missed all my Taiwan drama series.
My god...
& Tan just told me about QH's birthday thing on Sunday, which NOBODY informed me, as usual.
Always last minute to me~
Or "come to me when you need a COOK!?"
Zzz.
& great. It's freakin' far away, like Jurong far.
What's that again? Har Paw Villa?
I forgot, something like that.
Should be the one at Bukit Gombak, the one Jules was always talking about.
Ya, I'm so "excited"!

But I must say, this week is going way better than the past, for me.
But I don't know why, I still and so sick&tired.
I'm literally speaking SICK AND TIRED.
Just had a freakin' fever yesterday, and I can't kick off my flu,
Mom's trying to stuff me with all the chinese medicine, which she JUST gave me one.
Errrrr, ya.

Tomorrow's girls day out, ever since so much happened.
&, tomorrow is also Quantitative Maths test day.
Which I am so not gon'na flunk, unlike Microecons yesterday.
Right.
Doing homework right now.
Also watching Gossip Girl.
Ya, multi-tasking is so not fun.

Goodnight!

Yoooo!

2008-10-25T23:47:00.002+08:00

So, laughed quite a bit the past couple of days.

You know how much I LOVEEEE High School Musical, which I'm so gon'na catch Senior Year,
I heard on 987FM that they're filming HSM 4, and wonder what they're gon'na call it as HSM 3 is supposed to be saying that they're graduating.
So they said "I know what they're gon'na call it.. High School Musical 4...
Retained."
LOLLLLLLLL. I laughed, like hard on the train.
So did my cousin, who posted it on his blog too.

On Friday, caught the movie, Tropic Thunder at west mall with Sisi, Randy, Yanliang, Frid, Lewis and Kailash.
Super funny, and lame!
But they were really funny inside.
Robert Downy Jr. so don't look like him inside when he's acting the African American.
OH MY GODDDD.
His eyes are super charming!
Oh, and FYI, TOM CRUISE IS IN THE MOVIE TOO!
Surprisingly!
He SOOOOOOOO 100% don't look like him!
He's this fat, bold guy who danced Hip Hop in the show, TOM CRUISE+HIPHOP=RIDICULOUS!
Damn funny la.
Once he play the song LOW, we started laughing and looking at wilfrid, and we all agree that he look like him. LOL!

Went to town with Jules, Kas, Choo, Sk, Sk's Gf, Justin, Daryl.
I wan'na buy this Disney Mickey Cap from STAGE!
OH MY GODDDDDD. SO CUTE!
Ok, setting target to buy it. (:
Daryl seem to be in a really good mood today.
He talked much more than the usual "Emo" kid.
He says "Where got EMO???"
HAHAHAHA!
Ate dinner at Queen Bistro. YUMMMS.
Justin and Choo kept saying jokes. Like, RA Jokes. LOL.
They went to watch movie, and I came home.

That's allllll. (:
Pictures will be posted another day.

Why?

2008-10-23T00:12:00.002+08:00

Hahaha.
Just to share a thought with you guys.

When I was on the bus home today, how I wished it would just crash and I could just, die.
Or hospitalized or something.

Not the first time I had thoughts of dying, but ya.
Due to screwed up happenings the past couple of days.
Really really don't wan'na say it here.
I don't wan'na offend anyone else.
Let's just leave it a mystery.

Now let's see.
Today's lesson sure was interesting.
In History lesson, we had to split up into groups and start rehearsing this interview tv-show thing.
HAHA.
So I was with Mig, Jey and Yuhui.
& our topic was about "Empress Dowager Cixi".
I was the interviewer cum scriptwriter.
Jey was Empress Dowager Cixi.
Mig was the time traveler cum translator.
Yuhui was the cameraman.
We seriously just made a fool out of ourselves.
Mr.Luse really brought his digital camera (his mom's) to film us.
He promised to send it to us, so when I get it, it'll be here alright. (:

During C&E, Jey, Mig, Mabel & I just crapped all the way.

When I got home, really wasn't feeling very well, so I just watched movies.
Then things started to go wrong, and yada yada yada.
I shan't be a bitch, although I already am one, but not today.
Got no mood to bitch. Totally.

That's about all. (:

Sweet love people.

Wilfrid's PARTAYEEEE.

2008-10-19T13:52:00.002+08:00

It wasn't much of a partaye after all.
As expected, less than half of our class showed up.
Obviously, god-mom came with my 2 lil' angels.
Xaen&Jeri. (:
& the maid! Whom I sooooo love. (:
She's like my sister, how sweet.
Well, as usual, I stood at the pit as the chef, and that never changes.
Frid's Mom,Dad,Sis&Bro were all really nice.
Ok, Complaining time.
There's this dumbass uncle that keeps putting his hands into my business!
@#%$#^%&#%
Baby(Siong) will know what I mean.
I only asked him to help me take care of the pit for like, 5 minutes, and obviously that uncle came over again, and baby got damn irritated too. Zzzzzzz.
I didn't drink, sadly. Only beer.
Like, half can?
Then, of course, open table time!
& I found out that anywhere I go with people I don't know, first thing they know about me is that I'm very strong.
For example, able to actually fold this really really old ping pong table when no one could for a long time.
I even broke one corner of the table after bringing it out and trying to open it. --
& it was some cards playing time!
We had lots of fun.
It was shaky at first, then I started to win quite a bit, then lost, and then back to normal, then win a bit.
Then Yee voluntarily wanted to be banker because no one else would, but I didn't allow him to, so in the end, we shared.
We won, quite a lot.
Then my mind screwed up on the cab back.
It was seriously screwed up, fuck'd up, whatever la. Lol.

I wan'na watch gossip girls!
YT! Evan! Where's my linkkkkkk?!

Joke.

2008-10-18T00:00:00.001+08:00

Heyyyyy! Sorry for not updating.
Here's an update.

Classes are really boring.
Ok, I pretty much like History, because B.Luse is super funny.
Just like a comedian. HAHA!
Well, C&E is pretty fine. Super wordy, but, fine.
Econs, nothing can beat the boring-ness out of it.
I'm serious. His voice is just like a lullaby.
You're listening, very attentive, then suddenly, "teeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee", you go blank.
You're still attentively listening, but it's like really, nothing gets in.
His tone is super still. Sometimes I can't even hear him.
Quantitative; Maths, trainer is a lil' funny, because he makes a lot of mistakes, then starts saying things like he's just testing us, bla bla. Lol.
Front Office, until now, don't hate it. S.Tham is really nice. (: & funny.

Met a girl from *Star class. Surprisingly, she's not what I expected to be from the *Stars.
She's really nice, and I invited her to Frid's partaye, which is...... TODAY!
It's really a miss to not have a pool there. ):
&&, I'd miss the ROCKBAND Competition.
I especially wan'na go because the DJ's are competing against each other!
Dan, Van, Yang, my favourite AM MAYHEM Trio,
Versus Des, Shan, Rozz,
& Muttons to Midnight+Soo, from PillowFight.
They even sang songs for their competitors. Super funny.
Well, I hope the AM MAYHEM Trio will win! (:
Too bad I can't be there. ):

Ok, funny thing about what happened today.
I have found my "Guide to Dieting" gang! HAHA!
My diet doctors are:
MsAmaranthYao; aka KittyMei.
MrRandySue; aka HairyMan.
MrZhangGuoGuo; aka LaoGong.
MrBrandonTan; aka IrritatingBastard.
MrJulesChan; aka MunchingMan.
MrOngBinBin; aka BeenThereDoneThat.

Wondering why right?
Because, daddy offered me a big reward!
Ok, P&C.
& people who's name are stated above, no offence aight. (:
We had a good laugh this morning because of this.
They came out with tons and tons of freakish ideas for me.
Some very true, some funny, some are sooooo ridiculous!
They even took a picture of Guoguo for my motivation. HAHA!

Manual Car License coming my wayyyy!
Well, 別说得太早.

&, hat partaye tomorrow!~
Bro's GF brought for me the Witch hat, plus another funny weird hat. Hahaha.
Maybe can lend it to someone or something. (:
VERY NICE WITCH HATTTTT!
So cool la.

Ok, activities coming up are PaintBalling and NightSafari trip on Halloween Night!
((:

Blaaaaa~

2008-10-13T22:57:00.002+08:00

So, here's the update.

Played mahjong for like, 2 nights in a row. --
Didn't really want to at first, but then got conviced.
After that, got hooked up with it. Damn!
Won like, 50+. ((:
But I think all used up already. --

Golden Mile for some really good thai noodle and mango desserts.
President Star Charity, was there live with some long lost juniors, Ye, Sean, Ram.
Well, Darren sure was hot alright.
And Oliver was fucking chio!
Plus, charms from all the rest. (:
It's all for charity people!
(I speak as if I donated. --)
(Which of course I didn't. Moms said she'll kill me if I did.)

Now, I just took the photocopied books today.
I have 8 in my house, plus the original, 9.
& I'm bringing them all to school tomorrow.
I am so going to die.
For these books, I had to take a cab from amk (where I photocopied it) home!
To school? Goodness.
Plus, I'm going to get the rest of the books tmr.
That's another 9+5=14. Plus 2 original books, 16.
If the one that I requested to photocopy is going to be done tomorrow too, that'd be like plus 7, which is freakin' 24.
How the fuck am I supposed to bring 24 books to school?!?!?!?
Oh my god, please send me a chauffeur. ):
Or my dad would be a good one, but I doubt so.
B? He's gon'na think I'm trying to take advantage just because he has the car. Zz.

Please, drop my license from the sky!
Oh, and btw, I just enrolled for my MANUAL driving lessons. HURRAY! (:

MAHJONG SPREEE!

2008-10-04T15:50:00.002+08:00

Ok, been playing mahjong quite a few times this week.
Hahaha. It's been awesome!
Still lost la, but then, I lost happily! (:
Playing with Ben&gang sure was something new.
I soooo wna play with them again!

Ok, I've been coming home real late lately, so getting really really tired.
The thinking of school on Monday makes me feel even more like not getting out of bed.
First lesson is HISTORY?!
Goodness, god bless man.

花痴们.

2008-10-01T22:05:00.002+08:00

Just found out there are a lot of 花痴s around me, no wonder I'm so 花痴 also.
Or maybe is cause I 花痴 then they 花痴? Lol.

Anyways, went shopping with Moms yesterday.
Bought like 4 shorts/pants.
Oh, bought like 3 tops the other day too, plus 2 belts.
So kinda a big spending trip this month.
Have no idea why.
Bills are also going higher, so am going to save save save!

Met up with Bran&El for dinner at Cafe Cartel after shopping.
Slacked at his place, then went over to Ben's for mahjong.
Well, I didn't play, but I sure do want to!
Looks damn fun playing with them.
Reached home at like, 6?
Moms woke up and caught me after I came out of the showers.
Super scary.
Hope she didn't check the time. x=

Slept at around 7, woke up at 12plus.
Nothing interesting today.
Met up with E for dinner, then rang Jiamin, and we head over to E's.
Chatted, fooled around, superrrr fun.
We're going to plan a day out, just us 3. (:
Sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeets. (:

Going to watch movie tmr, YIPPEEEE!
Hearts allllll. (:

Wheeeeee!

2008-09-28T21:34:00.002+08:00

Watched Babylon A.D. with my parents today.
Erm, it not a very good show, but Vin Diesel is hot!
I don't even know if I spelled his name right. Haha.
Bought quite a few tops today.

Met up with Halcresons, who just came back from Cambodia, and starts telling me the stories of everything interesting that happened there. Lol.
She gave me this magnet, which is of a building, just that I don't know what building. Hahaha.
Thanks babe!

What happened to I-M-P-O-S-S-I-B-L-E?

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2008-09-28T00:56:00.000+08:00

Around here, however, we don't look backwards for very long.
We keep moving forward, opening up new doors and doing new things,
because we're curious...and curiosity keeps leading us down new paths

- Walt Disney

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2008-09-28T00:46:00.002+08:00

Today today.
AlvinTan came over to ask me to teach him to play a few songs on the piano.
Teaching makes me go mad, but what to do? Ha ha.
Then went to help bro buy Macs back, because I'm the sweetest and nicest sister EVER, LOL.
& I still treated him like, one-third of the amount.
YA, SO VERY NICE HUH. Ya right...
Anyways, went over to his house to play WII!
OHMY. SO FUN!
Ya, you may think like, "Lame shit la!" "Boring!"
But, for a first timer, I love this shit!
Maybe ask daddy to buy for me, so can use to exercise also. --
I know, damn lame, but MAYBE try la, although chances are SUPER LOW. ):
& I'm going to go over his place every now and then just to play!
Ha ha ha!
Played with his sister too.
Super funnnnnn. (:
After that, went to play bball with WQ, WS, AT, YL, W, CK, G.
Wow, super fun too!
Didn't know I like sports so much. Hmms.
Met up with HY for a short while to slack, then, here I am. (:

Eating Mom's delicacy, green bean soup! (:

):

2008-09-26T22:58:00.004+08:00

I really don't know why you're ignoring my calls and sms,
but then again, what can I do.

Met up with babes todayyyy!
OH MY. It has been the longest time.
Treated her to bubble tea.
Babes, whom by the way is Wendy, was in school, so I went in to find her.
Saw Mr.Chang, who's still as funny as he always looks. Ha ha.
Yi Peng, who is still Mr.Drama, much much exaggerating.
Sugar, whom by the way is Amily, still as cocky.
YingYan, still not much of a change.
& of course, not forgetting my favourite sweetest baby girl, Freesia, whom I still love, and still love me like always. (: Big hugs for you!
Sat in the canteen, chatted like, forever about every thing. Believe me, stories like Choir Malacca trip never gets old. HA HA!
So we talked way way way back to the past, and every single drama series that's on, songs, singout, couples [like am & tim!], idols [like Nick Jonas], and so on.
Treated them ice-cream. ((:
Went to Wend&Frees' house after we left the school.
Love this bouncy swingy hangy-in-the-air chair in Frees' room. Damn cool! I wna get one for my room! :D
Watched tv, for a very long time before I got home.
Promised to visit them again some time next week. Really really do love them.
The only thing I remembered quarrelling with babes about was BOYS. Just only a picture. --
Remember babes? (;
As for my baby girl, I do love her, a lot. She's like the sweetest thing. Her smile never fails to cheer me up. (:
Unlike now, a conflict or quarrel can be out of anything and every thing.
How I wish ...

..

2008-09-26T00:36:00.002+08:00

Sk's in the hospital.
Oh my.
Hope he's fine, and get well soon!
Haven't seen him for so long, and the sudden news was shocking.
Read in Min's blog.

Well, got cheated by Paps again.
Again, Punggol Nasi Lemak.
He didn't tell me it doesn't open on Thurs. --
But, I still bought food back from the same coffee shop, so it wasn't so bad after all.
At least it wasn't a wasted trip like yesterday.
But it's funny though. Had a good laugh.

Hmms, maybe fetching babes from school tomorrow.
Hopefully, cause I miss her so damn much, I can't wait to see her!

Anyways, watched Miss No Good, 不良笑花.
It was super funny. Rainie's really good at acting this kind of idiotic dumb characters.
& yes, Wilbur Pan is the man! (:

Been watching lots of Taiwan drama/entertainment shows.
I think I'm in the wrong country.
I LOVE TAIWAN!
Oh my god, I'm such a lousy Singaporean.
But, I can't help it!
Things in Singapore are getting way too expensive!
Prices of GST, Tax and every thing are all going way too high!
Damn.

I can't wait to go TAIWAN!
In 2010. --
But still, very looking forward to it! ((:

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2008-09-25T00:14:00.003+08:00

Today is Mom's Dad's [Gramps] death anniversary.
So early morning helped Mom over at Granny's to cook and prepare and every thing.
Ate there, came home, watched my shows.
painted nails, removed, sick and tired of it, slept.
Woke up, went to Granny's for dinner.
Dad wanted to eat Punggol Nasi Lemak, so asked me to buy for him so I said ok.
When I was there, queued the always freakin' long queue.
When it was nearing my turn, called that to re-confirm the choice of his food.
Then he asked me not to buy because his friend who's going overseas tomorrow asked him out, and he's leaving the house already. --
Tell me about furious. I almost went mad thinking that my own Dad throws last minute bombs at me. Zzz.
So came home, finished my shows, watched tv, showered, and now I'm here.

Bro exchanged his PSP for his IPOD NANO that was with me.
So now I'm having the PSP, & he has the IPOD.
Actually, I rather choose IPOD.
He doesn't have the games I really like, other than Diner Dash.
Hmms.

So today is kinda a boring day.
Tomorrow I'll have to go down to City Hall to collect my stuff from Sharon.
I'm thinking how ugly things would get.
Lousy days are still to come.

BBQ!

2008-09-24T01:05:00.002+08:00

Yes, the yearly gathering is finally here.
Had tons of fun.
Well, not really.
But it felt really good to have everyone here together again.
& surprisingly, some of them which I've seen before, but not exactly know, knows me!
Oh my goodness.
So embarrassing.
But it was good, then we can slowly become friends who actually know each other! Ha ha.
Well, like I said, chef of the day.
I chased all of them away when they wanted to help me.
Reason 1: I like to have my own space. More hands=More trouble.
Reason 2: Some of them are absolutely not helping at all! They're just making the place a mess, and messing around. Example: QINHUI. LOL.
Reason 3: I like to take credit. HA HA! Well, not exactly la. I feel good when I know that others feel good after eating what I cooked for them. (:
Happy, sweaty, hot, humid, tired day, but still, HAPPY. ((:
They had Vodka, just one bottle, but people like LOWELL loves to show-off how much he can drink, and starts pretending to be drunk and high, like, WTF?
I hate this kind of people. Sick in the mind, big time.
Bought Heineken some more to drink, & there wasn't any wastage of food.
NO LEFTOVERS! Must be I cook too nice la. HA HA!
Couz Mich dropped by to meet up with me.

Thanks for the very fun and kiddish BBQ gathering, guys!
When I'm with them, I feel so different from when I'm with the rest now.
They're always so happy-go-lucky.
We can never get sick of lame games and stupid talking.
It's like, it never gets old, and neither do we.
But now look at us, time flies.
We're 18, some say "old already", but I say it's just the beginning.
Big thanks to all!
WS, WQ, QH, AT, AH, YL, L, JM, TW, JG, J, PY, SE, CK, GF & some whom I don't know their names or can't recall.
THANKS!

How I wish...

Anyways, no more upcoming plans for the rest of the holidays.
I know, but what to do?
I'm just so irritating to some people,
or so fuck'd up to others.
But then again, I'm the best to some people,
or the cheerleader to others,
or the shoulder to some,
or the mother/babysitter to others.
& I love it when I know that there are people who really know what I'm really good at or capable of, and who appreciates all of these.
These are partially the people who went to the BBQ.
(:

Ahh, now I recall.
Jas said something about singing K together! YIPEEEE!

Hearts, love, hugs, kisses.
Nights. (:

Sighs.

2008-09-23T00:49:00.002+08:00

Went shopping at Vivo with Ms.HelloKitty!
I bought lovely sunglasses, and earrings, that are like, so very suitable for me!
You'll get what I mean when I show it to you. Ha ha.
For her, she bought 2 shorts, a three-quarts in a very sexy cut, earrings, 2 tops.
She spent like, 100 plus, and I spent like, around 30.
But very satisfying! Lol.

Quarreled with Mom again.
But this time I apologized and explained to her why.

Went to WS&Gang's chalet around 8.
Played card games, murderer, truth or dare.
Super bored, cause there weren't much people there.
& tomorrow is my day to shine!
Here comes the Chef!
(:
Bosses said that I have to reach margin at 5.
Feel like staying tomorrow.
But then again, I'll miss home. Sighs.

Going to cut my stupid fringe tomorrow.

Love&Hearts,
Hugs&Kisses,
Nights. (:

o.0

2008-09-22T01:17:00.002+08:00

There's war today.
Not going to talk about it here.
Too personal.
But please, if you know what I'm saying, "WORLD PEACE!"
At least, peace amongst ourselves.
Just a small matter, don't be silly.

Nights.
&, much love to Nick Jonas, really hope you'll be fine.

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2008-09-21T15:17:00.003+08:00

I love my blog song, so so much.
A Little Bit Long, by Nick Jonas from the Jonas Brothers.
This song expresses how he feels about his diabetes.
I really hope he'll be fine.

Got the news today, but they said I had to stay,
A little bit longer and I'll be fine.
When I thought it'd all been done, when I thought it'd all been said,
A little bit longer and I'll be fine.
But you don't know what you got till it's gone,
And you don't know what it's like to feel so low,
And every time you smile or laugh you glow.
You don't even know, know, know.
You don't even know.

All this time goes by, still no reason why,
A little bit longer and I'll be fine.
Waiting on a cure, but none of them are sure,
A little bit longer and I'll be fine.
But you don't know what you got till it's gone,
And you don't know what it's like to feel so low,
And every time you smile or laugh you glow.
You don't even know, know, know.
You don't even know, know, know.
You don't even know, know, no.

(2,3!)

And you don't what you got till it's gone,
And you don't know what it's like to feel so low, yeah.
And every time you smile you laugh you glow.
You don't even know, know.

So I'll wait till kingdom come, all the highs and lows are gone,
A little bit longer and I'll be fine.
I'll be... fine.

WTF.

2008-09-21T13:58:00.002+08:00

Didn't sleep well.
Fuck.
Early morning wake up vomit like crazy.
One time, not enough.
Two time, still irritating.
Third time, fucking tired now.
Zzz.
Felt like I can't breathe.
Don't even feel like touching hard liquor EVER again.
1 shot tequila, 1 shot vodka, siao.
Finally know how crazy I am.
BUT, I love the satay yesterday. HAHA!
Oh, and did I say the cab driver that drove me home was fucking nice?
HAHA!
Cool!

Waiting for Bf&Gf's call.
I think they haven't even wake up.
J&K are maybe coming down to Sengkang.
So maybe meeting them.
Sorry to interrupt your romantic today, if I did.
Whole body nua, kns.

BYE.

Hmm.

2008-09-21T03:55:00.001+08:00

Ok, being suspicious was useless.
So, yea, guess I wronged them.

Just got home.
Went to B's house to drink with B&E.
First time I drank so much.
Hard liquor some more.
Damn giddy now. Fuck.
Well, I'm still sober though.
Surprisingly, Mom&Dad didn't nag at me.
& also, surprisingly, Dad's not asleep yet.
Watching some Golf Tournament.
& yet, he didn't scold me.
COOL!
18 really does make a difference.
But can't do it all the time, of course.
Ok, damn tired now. BYE.

YAAAAAHOOOOOOO!~

2008-09-19T00:49:00.003+08:00

Yes, finally, RARE HOLIDAYS are here. (:
Changed after exam, went down to Dhoby.
Frid, Kailash, E.
Played pool, then SAKAE SUSHIII.
Super fuckin' full.
Kailash left after the buffet, and we went down to cathay.
Met up with Tim, went to play pool at this very nice environment pool place, which is like a cafe/pub/lounge bla bla. Coolness.
Took cab home because of last minute Mahjong plan, which as usual, I'm very NOT supportive of the idea, but I was convinced since we had nothing to do.
Mr.B, I didn't exactly wanted to fly airplane on you, but cause you can't confirm, then we already got another person le. REALLY SORRY! Owe you treat okkkkk.
Well, Frid got his other friend, and E&I got Lucas.
Cause I either wna share, or don't wna play.
Players were Bf&Gf 1 player, Lucas, Tim and Frid's other friend whom I don't know the name.
Hand got itchy after a long time, so during the last few rounds, E lets me take over her for awhile since she was like, losing big time.
Well, saved her a bit.
When I went on, I won like, 2 or 3 times in a row. COOL!
My luck's actually good. Don't know why I reject people all the time.
Moolah?
Hmms.
Biggest winner, Lucas! Grats, grats.
Tim won quite a bit too.
That's all.

Tmr may be going to watch movie, MAY, but I bet Bf&Gf can't wake up so early.
They barely slept yesterday night.
& either tmr or sunday, Couzs may be coming over for some Mahjong.
Couzs, I no choice. Barely get chances to plan ANYTHING with them.
So I have to agree. Hopefully my luck will continue to go with me till that time.

Meeting Ms.HelloKitty on Monday for lunch and some shopping!
Most probably she'll be the one buying all the stuff.
I'll just be like, walking and accompanying her.
The only reason a girl can have for not buying anything during shopping: MONEY.
I hate myself. Zzz.
But then again, I love myself! (:
I WON'T BE LATE! (;

Tues going to Bbq with the usuals, WS, WQ, QH, AT, AH, WP, so on and so forth.
Maybe drop by on Monday night too.
Oh ya, QH was damn funny when he msgd me about the chalet.
He said "By popular demand, you be the chef? XD"
HAHAHA!
I was like, definitely more than happy to be the chef!
I don't have to fight for it, everyone just knows it's gna be me. LOL.
Thank you, thank you.
Cooking to satisfy people is so my thing. (:

These are the only things planned for the holidays, if I don't remember wrong.

Anyways, to my sweethearts who are all taking their O's this year, GOOD LUCK!
Pass well, or be like me, ending up in some eat money school.
Zzz.
Love ya' all!

Dearest, please don't cry.
It hurts me so. ):
Don't bear with them anymore.
Just throw whatever shit is left back to them, and leave.
& when you told me you fell down the stairs and ended up in the hospital, my heart dropped.
Glad that you're fine after the X-Ray and safely home now.
I will visit you one of these days.
I promise.
Love you, so very much.

Playyyyyyy.

2008-09-19T00:49:00.002+08:00

Well, apparently, here I am with my second post on this very day.
Had a game of Cluedo and Monopoly with Bf&Gf.
Well, Gf spoils the fun, Bf cheats and doesn't follow the true game rules. Zz.
That's for Cluedo.
For monopoly, I've been a bitch, cause I kept winning money, but I've been nice too. (:
Luckily, nobody got bankrupt, unlike the other time I played with Bran&Gang, confirm somebody will go bankrupt, and everyone's a bitch, fighting who to be more bitchy. Hahaha.

Can't wait for SUSHI FEAST tmrrrrrrr!
BUT BUT BUT, have to wait till 3. ARGH.
Hope Mr.B is driving tmr, then can ride his low, old school car again. LOL.
& wishes to Ms.El good luck on taking her driving! Go smoooooooooooooth. (:
& Ms.HelloKitty, I won't be late on Monday!
&&, BBQ on Tuesdayyyyy! Wheeeeeeee! Ms.Melody, Chef of the day coming your wayyyyyy!
&&&, can't wait for Bf&Gf's Bf's birthday PARTAYEEEEEE!~ Still kinda long la, but, what the heck!

That roughly says about my plans for the RARE HOLIDAYYYYYS coming my wayyyy!

I wish that time would stop here, so I can enjoy and appreciate whatever I have.
I'm glad that we're starting over, & I hope history will stop repeating itself, fights and quarrels will go away.
I hope things will stay this way, or get even better.
I hope mistakes will not be repeated,
& I hope She&I will be fine again.
Even though I know that's a very low chance, but I still do hope so.

Woots.

2008-09-18T00:46:00.001+08:00

Yoohoo~
Exams are finally OVERRRR!
Well, almost.
Last paper tmr, that's comprehension.
Had been studying out late with Frid and Jules,
not forgetting their other halves, E and Kas.
I'm such a double big time light bulb!
What to do? Hmms.
Just taught Gf&Bf a lesson. Dumbasses.
Anywayyyys, spent like, super a lot of money this week.
Freakin' shit.
Supposed to eat sushi and partaye tmr, but damn.
Daddy's home right now.
Later when I leave for dinner then give him a little hint.
*Please give me at least fiftyyyyyyyyyy!
Tmr's Sk's bday, so wish him an advance Happy Birthday over here.
& 22nd's is the birthday of a girl whom has the same first name as me!
Well, she got it earlier than me, DOESN'T mean I copied her okkkk.
& sorry for the change of address. (;

Hugs and kisses, hearts and stars, love love love, ya' all! (:

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2008-09-16T00:54:00.002+08:00

到底還要多少的謊言?
你対我的了解真的只有那麼少?
一次又一次, 你到底几時才聽得進?
就為了一個他...

Hmms.

2008-09-12T21:40:00.002+08:00

Well, PMS sure was something alright.
Stammering Dumb Babe came over to our school to fetch Wilfrid & I, again.
Super funny.
Did project, Sara & I left early, because I was super hungry, and Sara had to go to work.
Bf & Gf were waiting for me to eat KFC, also super hungry, so since Sara was going to take cab, she gave me a lift to west mall. BIG THANKS!
Today something happened to Bf&Gf again.
They everyday also must drama, really. Ha ha ha.
Hope he have had his lesson.
& her too. Ha ha ha.
Anyways, they're studying at my place now, and we're going to chiong all the wayyyyy!

Anyways, helped Momsie with mooncake-making yesterday.
Got her to make a couple of extra boxes for God-mom and B's mom, plus E's mom.
Then if got more extra, then I think of who to bring to. Hmm.

& I've really thought about it, I made my apology, but if there's still no reply, then I can only move on.

THANKS THANKS THANKS THANKS THANKS, A MILLION!
You know who you are.
Love you, very infinity deep. (:
Hugs & Kisses, every day.

Nights!

Hmms.

2008-09-11T12:31:00.001+08:00

After reading it, I finally know that I'm such a person, maybe I knew of it, maybe I really didn't, but I really didn't expect it to be at such an extent.
I brought all these things to myself, and yet, I claimed not to.
I always said I put others first, but still I actually only thought of myself.
All that I thought was caused by others, but it was actually all me.
I really am out of words to say, because there is nothing I can say.

I sincerely want to apologise,
to all the people who have been accused by me and all the things I did,
to all the people whom I hurt and I claimed to have hurt me.
I hope that a chance will be given to me, I want to change all these foolish side of me.
I know some may have heard me say this like, numerous times, but I really want to.

I'm out of words to say, because there's nothing I can say anymore.

& I took out my tagboard, because I'm thinking really really hard now.
& I don't want to cause more conflicts for myself at this time.
I want to just, stop here for the moment.

& for those who don't get what I'm saying, it doesn't matter you, so don't worry.
I'm fine.

.

2008-09-11T02:31:00.001+08:00

My heart thumps so loud, that I can't hear anything else.
My heart beats so fast, I can't focus on anything else.

到底要怎樣, 才能让一切都結束?

*Yawns.

2008-09-10T03:39:00.002+08:00

Hmms.
Ate pepper lunch for lunch/tea time today.
Then bought some sparkles, and went to Frid's granny's place.
Super old, but super big, so it's quite cool.
We built rockets, like, tons of them.
Each of us built like, 3 rockets at first.
Actually, me and Frid built 3, Coke built 2.
Well, Coke's was super unsuccessful.
Her second one wasn't even lighted.
Only the paper that wrapped around the sparkles are burning.
It was super funny.
Frid's all 3 rockets flew super successfully.
Except for his last, wasn't really that good.
It just, exploded. Lol.
Well, my first 2 both exploded, did not even fly.
My third one flew sideways, which was kinda cool, and to me, quite successful.
Well, then we continued to build like, tons of them.
Frid built like I think 8 to 9?
Coke built 6, and I built 5.
Then Tim, who was like, super late.
Supposed to ply soccer in the afternoon together, but he overslept, extremely.
He came at like, 7+ 8?
So he started building rockets with us, but he could only build 2 since there wasn't much sparkles left.
So after we built all, we placed it aside, differentiating whose is whose.
& we played soccer.
Super fun.
Haven't had so much exercise for like, ages.
It was really cool, so we decided to play it more often now and then.
Oh, and the ball actually flew to the neighbor's place, whose lights are all off, which means they're either not home or asleep.
We didn't dare to press the door bell, so Tim had his stunts all over the place, got the ball, and came back.
We were like criminals.
Freakin' funny.
We continued playing until the other neighbor came to complain.
Not exactly complain.
She was quite nice.
& so we apologised and stopped, realising that we haven't even fire our rockets yet.
So we could only wait till tomorrow.
Which means we're going to Frid's granny's place after school.
Oh, and Coke is coming to fetch us from school!!!!
AMAZINGLY! (:
Excited seh. Frid & I both think she won't wake up in time. Lol.
Anyways, they came over to my place after that to play MAHJONG.
Can you believe it?
Exams are starting Friday, and Mahjong?
Some more, people like me, who rejects mahjong all the time, is playing MAHJONG?
HAHAHA!
Super funny.
But it was pretty fun, cause I kept winning!
WOOHOOO!
Feeling luckyyyyy.
& Coke got targeted by bird droppings, and she kept saying she'll win, but She lost like, 4 bucks? Hahaha.
Tim & I won, Frid lost the most, cause practically, he knows nothing, I MEAN NOTHINGGGGGG about mahjong.
So we taught him, and it was really hard to teach him since he's not familar with all the chinese charactors and 'pong' and 'chi' and 'gang', plus flower and animal, and we repeated super many times that the bird/parrot is not an animal, it's the number 1 of bamboo.
Lol. Super funny though, but we all had fun. (:
The game was real slow, I mean like, REALLY SLOW.
We only played till the end of 'Nan Feng', and we took like, 3 hours, from 11-2.
Can you imagine? It was almost like testing our patience.
But, I admit that after such a long time, I really enjoyed it, plus having winnings too. (:
After that, ate Mommy's speciality that every relatives loves, 'Mee Hoon Kway'.
BESTTTTTTT.

Sent them off, walked to Coke's place, sent her up, and walked back.
Frid and Tim walked me back, even though I said no need, because it's a waste of time.
It's like, we're walking on big round, and I only walk with them to Coke's cause I wanted to, ya.
But still, thanks guys. (:

Fear haunts me.

Oh-so-finally.

2008-09-08T23:54:00.002+08:00

Been wanting to sing for a long long time.
Finally.
Sang at K-Box today, with E, Frid and Tim.
From like, 230, to like, 9.
Super long, yet, just 16bucks.
Damn cool.
Played pool after that, and that's about all.

Hmms.
What should I say?
I'm a big fan of CAMP ROCK!
Well, actually,
I'm a BIG FAN of everything related with DISNEY.
Ahaas.
That spells it all.

I wish, I wish,
I could just drink like there's no tomorrow.

Goodness!

2008-09-06T15:04:00.004+08:00

Well well, went to Sharon's for project yesterday.

Yuhui can't make it because of her rashes, and Sara didn't reply my message so I don't know what happened to her.

We practically partied more than studied, so ya, sure was some "PROJECT". Lol.

I brought the vodka kurent that has been at my place for the longest time, and we drank it with sprite, in the afternoon! Hahaha.

Played pool there, won myself 10bucks, because Jey wanted to gamble. Lol.

Well, in the end, it was indirectly shared among us, so not much of a difference.

Of course, we still did our project, just that didn't finish, because we spent more than half the time partying.

Well, got pretty tired in the night, so came home, used the com for a short while, and fell asleep.

Today's going to be pretty boring, since some people decided to be a pilot.

Study study study.

Bye bye, pasar malam.

I should have expected this to be coming. Hmms.

Oh well!

Going to play the pianoooooooooooo.

BYE BYEEEE!~

哈哈!

2008-09-04T23:05:00.002+08:00

也許从現在開始我就用中文.
真的好有趣哦! (:

Sighs.

2008-09-04T22:54:00.002+08:00

Over and over again. Damn it.
Sick and tired of it already.
But, oh well. What can I say.

Met up with Jey and her best girlfriend from Sec school, Hye Jun.
Very very pretty. & hot. Hahaha.
It was fun, bitching around with her and Jey.
&&, she agrees with me on SilkPro baby!~
Finally someone who understands why I'm so crazy about SilkPro.
Jey actually wanted to bitch about how I'm promoting SilkPro like anywhere, anytime, anyhow, then Hye Jun said she loves SilkPro too, so BIG THANKS!
Then we started talking about food.
Oh my 天, non-stop man.
Love these girls man.

竟然不能守承諾, 為何要放下呢?
一次又一次你们這樣做, 我真的不知如何在次相信你們...

Lalalalala~

2008-09-03T00:18:00.002+08:00

Hello hello!
My blog's practically dead.
No tags, no posts, it's dying.
Blogger Queen is dying, like OMG.
Hahaha.
& no, I will not let it happen.
Let's see.
Ate steamboat with Hy, Coke, and Frid.
Well, and Coke's Mom. She heard that Coke was going to eat steamboat, and wanted to come along.
She's damn funny la.
She started flirting with Hy, like, OMGGGGG!
Haha, it was funny. You should see the look on Hy's face.
Went to sweetheart Ben's church to watch him perform.
Love him so much. (:
Well, it's kinda too late, but still, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY DEAR!
Played pool. Missed it.
Haven't played for quite some time, but still, not bad. (;
Watched Death Race with Daddy.
Damn nice la.
Must watch.
I've got quite some shows to catch up with.

Make It Happen, which I think most of you haven't heard of it, because the trailer's not on TV.
It's about dance, from producers of Step Up one and two, starring Mary Elizabeth Winstead and Riley Smith.
Well, back to Make It Happen, it's about Lauryn (Mary Elizabeth Winstead), a young woman from a small town in Indiana who moves to Chicago with dreams of entering the Chicago School of Music and Dance. But after rejection and a series of misfortunes she finds herself working in a burlesque club. The club proves to be a place of conflict and self-discovery, helping Lauryn to realize that even though plans may change, dreams never do.
The trailer is super cool. You can watch it on GV website.
CLICK HERE.
It's showing on 4th September, which is this Thurs, so catch it! (:

Camp Rock is another damn good show.
Oh my god. Must watch must watch.
Starring Jonas Brothers and Demi Lovato.
Is about Camp Rock, a prestigious musical camp, and how a girl overcomes her fears and step in to the spotlight.
You can read all about it at Disney Channel's website.
CLICK HERE.
It premieres this Sunday on Disney Channel only, so catch it if you have it! (:

Let's see. What's next.
AHHHH!
High School Musical 3.
Damn, I must catch it!

Somehow, nothing gets in to my head now.
Too tired, I think.
Hmms.

Ok, study weekkkkk!
Going to study study study with Frid on Thurs, Fri afternoon, and throughout the whole weekend, plus next week.
I made him promise.
You better study okkkkk.
Stop shopping and working, start studying!
I asked Coke to come along too.
Maybe she can make him study also.
Or else he'll be stuck on the phone non-stop. Tsk.
I make sure he's stuck with me alright.

& don't be late tomorrow!
I'LL KILL YOU!

Bye. (:

Hearts!

2008-08-27T00:48:00.002+08:00

Hahaha!
I had the greatest day ever!
Ok, maybe not THE GREATEST, but definitely is one of the greatest! (:
Well, it didn't really go well the whole day, but still, love these girls.

Let's start with yesterday.
Met up with Coke for dinner, and drank some Heneiken.
Wilfrid came to find us after work, and went to my place.
He did his project, then we watched movie; PROM NIGHT.
Oh my god. Sicko maniac.
Stayed over at my place, and they left around 730.
School was, well, not that boring, but pretty interesting.
FO trainer sure knows how to keep an eye on us alright.
He's like, forever wanting to get us know.
Well, I know we're always talking and eating and all, but like, what the hell.
Forever us. Never have I heard him say about some other.

Went home after school.
Wilfrid came by my place to wait for Coke.
I ate, changed, we played the piano, then off we go.
Went to Spins, met up with Jey, Miguel, Tingting and Zhi Ren.
Oh my god, I love Ting Ting! (:
Well, we took like, freakin' loads of pictures, and I'm really lazy to upload now.
It's like freakin' late.
Ate at HK Cafe.
Chilled out, then it was bye bye.
Had a big breakdown cry at one time, and I want to say thanks to them for being there for me.
Esp Ting and Ying.
Love these girls. (:

That's about all!

Yea!

2008-08-25T01:02:00.003+08:00

Oh yea, Hoo-ray!
Love, couz. (:

This group picture, that consist of all cousins and granny, is taken once every year on this day that we celebrate our granny's birthday.
Well, I lost all the previous ones, so I'm afraid you can't be able to see the changes.
But I remember the last time we compared year 2007 to 2006.
It was funny alright.
Well, this time, my bro's on duty, so he wasn't able to make it in the picture, which is pretty sad, to all of us.
Cause when we're about to take the picture, all of us started saying that it's a pity my bro's not around. ):

Will upload all pictures next time.
Cheers. (:

Everyone's goodie lil' girl.

2008-08-24T18:06:00.002+08:00

Arghhhhh.
I feel like a babysitter.
It's as if everyone's mom has my number.
Well, just Jiamin, Evan, and, if I'm not wrong, Lindy.
I'm like their guardian or something.
"Anything wrong, just call Ningxin! She'll totally cover up for you."
Ya, like I always do.
But I'm so used to it, I feel like a real babysitter myself.
Every time someone calls me, and report to me that someone's missing, I panic, and spam & bomb their phones.
Freaky. Big time.
I'm like the police post.
Maybe I should do an ad.
I'm sure to have business.
Zzz.

At least it shows that I'm responsible.
I don't even know if that's a good thing.

Anyways, after so many incidents the past few weeks, I'm really glad that I'm meeting all my cousins tonight.
A pity my brother couldn't make it.
He's on duty today. Damn.
Well, steamboat, cakes and cam-whoring here I come! (:

Laugh with me.

2008-08-22T18:55:00.000+08:00

Ok, this again, taken from Ehhren's blog.
Freakin' Fuckin' funny.

Happy birthday Daddy!

2008-08-21T23:50:00.002+08:00

Well, on the night of daddy's birthday, we went out for a scrumptious dinner!
As usual, our favourite, frog legs!
With congee, of course.
There's lobsters too!
Dad ordered like 3 of them, cooked in 2 ways.
Herbal soup and fried in salted egg and whatever that is damn nice!
& the must have, CRABS!
Similarly, fried in salted eggs and whatever.
Just these few, we, that is 5 of us, can't even finish it.
[Mommy, Daddy, Bro, Ting, & I.]
Superbbbbbbbb!

Guess what?
The perfume that my dad just gave me that day, was chosen by Ting, bro's gf.
Thanks thanks!
Loveeeeeee it. (:

&& Sunday is big family gathering day for steamboat at granny's for Granny's birthday!
(((((:
It happens every year, and we always look back and the pictures the previous years, to see how much we have changed.
Nice!
Can't wait for Sunday! (:

Ok, had presentation today, in school.
We specifically requested to wear formally.
Well, the presentation went well, and school was, well, not awesome, but was better than before.
Because instead of having Writing skills lesson,
we had combined CTIS,
and we watched Freedom Writers, which was so damn nice and touching! (:
Awesomeeeeeeeeee. (:

Well, I suppose that's all for today.
Cheers!

NICE!

2008-08-20T00:01:00.006+08:00

Let's see, let's see!
Watched "Money Not Enough 2" with my mom, grandma, and casper, my couz.
Oh my goddddd.
Damn fucking saddddddddd.
Cried like, throughout the show.
Aww, must love grandma more. (:
My grandma is lucky anyway,
That she's got daughters like my mom, aunt Ada, bla bla,
grandchildren like me, my Bro, Eunice, Eugene, Michelle, Edmund, bla bla,
and a big happy family!
Well, almost as happy.
Sighs.
Why can't we go back to before?
We were so much more than a happy family.
It's like, the luckiest family on Earth!
But... Sighs.

Ajisen. (:

Monday Monday.
Zheyue's birthday! (:
Wished him on the phone, Haoyee reminded me during the weekends, when we met for chillin'.
Then, coincidentally, met him at amk bus stop!
With his friends, SY, Ruikiat and Wilson.
Well, came home and ate dinner with my mom, alone.
Dad was overseas, and bro got duty.
Sad'ed.
I love this pictureeeeeeeeeeee! (:

Tuesday Tuesday.
Went to watch National Cocktail Competition!
Ron was damn good!
But his glass fell off, so it was a waste.
But other than that, WELL DONE!
This other guy, whom I don't know his name, but I know he's the blood donation mascot guy.
Remember, Sharon?
Hahaha.
He's pretty good too!
Well, then it was the mocktail, which wasn't that bad, but I wasn't very interested in that.
Then it's the show we've all been waiting for...
Flaring!
Damn cool damn cool!
James was damn good laaaaaaa!
I only know his name, but don't know him. LOL!
& contestant 4 was damn smooth too! ((:
Then it was speed bottle opening.
Like, cool man!
Enjoyed the show, a lot.
One thing that spoils the whole thing, is that we had to stand all the way throughout the show. --
Bran said last year they had chairs, don't know why they didn't have it this time. ):
It was at boat quay.
Went with Bran, El, Wilfrid and Nares.
After the show, Bran, El and I went for dinner at WARAKU.
Guess who we met there.
Jian Yong!
He was working there.
Hahahah!
We ate until damn full, because the food was damn good!
Chit chatted for awhile, and off we go!
The drinks. (:
This is the prettiest garnish!
It's actually grapes, with butterflies! (:
& This garnish is definitely unique. (:
Big bowl for big eyes! ;D
Big bowl makes udon look like, fucking little, but it was superrrrrr filling.
Small bowls for idiotic guys like Mr Brandon.

An average bowl for an average girl.
Ya right!
& we shared this UNA DON.
Oh my god la. Damnnnnnn nice. (:

And Now....
It's daddy's birthday!
Gave him a big hug and kiss! ((:
& he gave me a present. LOL.
So weird.
Birthday boy giving daughter present. Ha ha.
He bought it at the airport while coming back, I think.
Perfume, again!
Love love!
Icanto heaven.
These 3 are all from daddy.
Tallest one is the oldest, but still, can use till like, forever. --
Elizebeth Arden, Provocative Woman.
Most left one is I think, last year.
Used like, only a few times.
Estee Lauder, Pleasures Exotic.
Centre is the newest one that I got today!
Salvatore Ferragamo, Icanto Heaven. (:
Oh, and on the train today, we laughed like crazy.
Cause we saw Bok and Rynette.
Then Bran started saying that their kids can be named like "Neh" or "Mee".
& we laughed like crazy.
Then it got to Guoyu.
His kids can be named like "Nihen" or "Ann". Lol!
Then we started shooting Brandon.
His kids can be named "Rambu" or "Orang-u".
Hahahahaha!
Then El laughed, and tio shoot, saying that she could be the mother.
LOLOLOLOLOLOL.
Super funny. (:

& also, quoted this from Ehhren's blog. Enjoy!

"Emma come first. Den I come. Two asses, dey come together. I come again.

Two asses, dey come together again. I come again and pee twice. Then I come

once more."

"You foul-mouthed swine," retorted the lady indignantly. "In this country

we don't talk about our sex lives in public!"

"Hey, coo down lady," said the man. "I just telling my friend how to spell

Mississippi."

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2008-08-17T03:34:00.001+08:00

LIARS.
LIARS LIARS LIARS.

.

2008-08-15T14:52:00.002+08:00

Oh, & by the way,

I'm talking about ALL of you.

Not just them.

So don't be too happy.

I'm bear grudges, A LOT.

Ha ha ha ha ha.

I found out something again.

& I'm laughing, again.

HA HA HA.

How silly.

Zzz.

2008-08-15T10:47:00.001+08:00

Don't do shit, and make me clean up for you guys.
Damn fuck'd up.

.

2008-08-14T22:23:00.004+08:00

Ok, I'm lazy.
Wanted to post pictures of Ubin we went on Monday, but seriously lazyyyyy.
Sorry, I'll post it tomorrow, maybe.
Hahahaha.
Well, I'll give a rough idea of what are the small little things that happened these few days, other than Monday.
Erm, let's see.
Tuesday, drank, ha ha, and played pool, with a PROOOOOOO.
OHHHHHHH~
WHATEVERRRRRRRRR.
Wednesday, went to Amara Sanctuary.
Love that place, I want to drive the buggyyyyyyyy.
So, open to the natural beauty of greens and wild. (:
Went to Far East with Jey & Teresa, with Coke.
Met Tingting, and I don't know what's her name.
Tingting is superrrrrrrr cute cannnnnnnn.
Another drama queen.
So the drama. Lol.
Today, school officially launched and changed new logo, new rules.
Came home straight after school.

I hate, hate, hate.
Hatred is like, over-flowing in my dictionary.
Like hot lava in a volcano that's going to erupt.
But that's on the inside.
I'm a Pistachiooooooooo.
Ha ha ha ha!
& also a "Shi Dui".
With all the "Lei Si Bian",
& the "Bai".
Rofl.
If you don't get it, then, too baddddddddddd.
Going crazy again.
Ok, anywayyyys,
met up with dear miss pretty pretty girl Lollyyyyyyyy.
& still love her being there.
Irritating though.
She's got lots and lots of comments.
Hahahahahhahahah.
Ok, Byeeeee.

Liars.
In guilt.
Tsk tsk.
How shameful, to let your dirty secrets be found out.
No, you can keep lying,
but I'll find out, and I'll be laughing at you,
cause then I know, that you are such a bad liar,
& a lousy friend.
Maybe I should start pretending too,
since I'm such a drama queen,
& love to bitch around in school.
Yea, I should.

You can't trust nobody these days, can you?
Ya, I know.
It's COMPLICATED.
Ha ha.

Woohoooo~

2008-08-10T22:47:00.015+08:00

Helloooooo!~~

Here to blog about todayyyyy's activitiesssssss!~
Went to do project with my pretty pretty, ERH HURM, group members, and one extra. Haha. xD
Ahron, Ahningx, Ahying, Ahpang, Ahsa, & Ahra.
Sharon, Ashley, Jey, Yuhui, Teresa & Sara.
Well, extra is... Camera man EUGENE!
Yeap yeap.
First, we went to this Indian temple that i forgot what it's called.

Ah, This is the name of the temple.

This is a place where Indian couples get married, like an Indian church or something, no offence.
Got to take off shoes. Which personally, I've got some issues with cleanliness.

Tada~ This is how the temple looks like from the outside.

Next, walked very very, super ultra, extra extra far to Thian Hock Keng Temple.
Took pictures with some, heritage things on the way.
This was candid.

& this is stupid.
& we arrived at the temple, after a long long walk.
Group photo!
Us, praying.
After the tired, long, walk.

I went there before, during... I think Sec 3.
My god, I still remember when I used to have a crush on DP.
Hahahaha! Stupid GH go and tell HY and all. Zzz.
That happened on the same day of the tour!
Anyways, took photos, walked around, prayed, and out we go~
Went to... LAU PAT SAT!
Fun fun.
Took like, damn lots of pictures la.
We saw this wedding couple taking wedding pictures!
& this is me.
& me proposing to Jey!

Mixed up picture.
1, 2, 3, 4, High 5?
& stupid picture.

ahningx & ahron! Perfect couple. (:
Oh my..
Food!
& Kuku faced people.
Big mouth! HAHA!
Wah, lil' miss lady like lehhhhh.
Yum yum!
Prawn-ers.
Oh my. Now become aunty like already. --

Ate chicken wings, satays, prawns, and gong gong!
The rest left early.
Left me, jey and teresa, slacked around, then went to Cine to play arcade, that is, DDR!
I perspired like I only just came out of the showers. --
But, fun fun!
Then we slacked around at Spins.
And... That's all! (:

Hahahahahaha!

2008-08-08T22:31:00.003+08:00

If you ask me why all the laughing, I don't know.
Hahahahahahahaha.
Maybe I'm really going crazy, like English trainer's Uncle.
Well, woodbridge is just nearby my house! Hahaha.
Let's see, what I did today eh?
Erm, pratically nothing, indeed.
Stupid trainer. Hate him, like seriously. Zzzzzzzz.
Old man. %#^$^#^%&*@%@#!?!@#%?@#$^
Hahahahahah!
Then, came home, and slept, until now.
Hahahahahah!
I know I've got no life, but oh well!
I don't really need friends anyway, since they don't appreciate what I do to help them, oh well!~
I just love my familyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
Especially broooo.
I still can remember when we used to like, quarrel and fight at home.
For tv, computer, ANYTHING.
I always end up crying to daddy, but both of us still gets scolded.
I know, I always drag my dad in. HAHAHAHA.
Cause I'll never win.
Same with my "friends".
Always my fault, say the truth, say the story, say the point, still my fault.
But this time, no daddy to cry to anymore.
Maybe still have.
Maybe I'll cry to him tonight. HAHAHAHA!
Well, I have not eaten dinner, and bro just left to changi with girlfriend to eat, so I asked him to help me buy. YEA BRO!
Hahahahahahah.
I think I'm a lil' kookoo already.
Lollllllllllll.

I live my life, happily,
without you.
Because you are insignificant in my life,
just like how I am in yours.
You weren't use to,
but since I'm such a lousy friend,
and you're so disappointed in me,
then, too bad.

.

2008-08-07T21:17:00.002+08:00

Everything I say, comes to nothing at all.
I'm not blaming you, you insist I am.
I'm not choosing love over friendship, because I'm seriously over him,
but you insist I am.
I didn't want to ruin your life, but you insist that I am.
I'm trying to help you guys, but you insist I'm not.
Ya, you say "why not let him come to you himself? Why must I help him pass the message?"
Because I don't want things to turn ugly, because I know what he can, and will do.
But you insist that I'm helping him, because I want to go against you.
I don't used to hate you, but you yourself make me do.
I don't want to hate you, because I know we used to be best friends.
But you lied.
It may be small, but you did.
So how do I know if you're keeping anything big from me?
You tell me you don't want us to be drifted, then why did you lie?
Small lie, very small, so it makes me feel like, I'm nothing at all.
Whatever I say is wrong, whatever I do, I'm a busy body.
But I make decisions, because I want to help you.
You said I change, so why doesn't other people say so?
I said you change, you insist that I did.
People say, when you're in love, it's as if nobody else exists, but you two.
Of course you don't know, it's you.
When you said I change, I didn't think I did too.
Maybe I did, but ya, I didn't know.

I regret, very, indeed.

Someone, help me.
I'm drowning, into a place, that I don't know of.
I fear.

Hello!

2008-08-06T21:24:00.015+08:00

Hello people.

I'm back.
Yes yes, sorry for not updating for my birthday and stuff.
So here it is.
I had a fuck'd up birthday.
Fuckin' unlucky.
Fuckkkkk.
But I won't talk about that.
Friday night, went out with Lotita and Kasey for pool, with Jules.
Then went to find Randy, Sisi, Wilfrid, Brandon, Gaston, Bobb, Guoguo, Tiong and Lewis at lan.
DOTA. Forever.
Then went to drink at Holland with Lotita, Kasey, Wilfrid, Jeremy and Jules.
Lotita's treat! For me. Lol.
Lotita funny. Drunk after second Bottle of Henieken.
Sorry, correct me if i spelt wrong.
We all had our own drinks, and I told them not to stop her from drinking, cause she's drinking because of my birthday, so just let her have fun. (:
We did had fun. Did like damn stupid stuff la.
Entertained ourselves like crazy.
Sent Lotita back.
And I shan't discuss about what happened. (;
Slept at around fuckin' 5am. Zz.

Woke up at like, 9am to eat breakfast with Moms, as usual.
No choice, she actually said don't need, cause she knew I came back only in the morning,
but I insisted.
Went back, slept while watching tv, Bro called me up and asked me to sleep in my room, so I did.
Dinner with Lotita, Halcresons, Lindy, Kasey, Haoyee, Wilfrid and Jules.
Bernie wasn't able to make it. ):
Anyways, it was dress day! Haha! Damn cool.

Lotita's well-known pose. Also her favourite.
Haha! Candid~

Well, I didn't know who started it,
but I was being pushed by Lotita,
so i pushed Lindy,
and Kasey got pushed away. Lol!

I know, we won't stop, do we.
Camera man was Wilfrid. Poor him. Haha.
Ate at this don't know what hotel.
The food quality is like, Urgh, but still acceptable.
& &, I got Mickey with a tag that has my name on it for my birthday present!
Thanks, TCA. (:

& I took pictures with all, individually.
Halcresons, Dear.

Lotita, Bitch.

Kasey, Lian.

Wilfrid, Tofu Boy, Bestie.
Julian, TCA.
Lindy, My girl.

& we took pictures in the washroom.

Candid, by whoever.

After that, went to Crystalbelle to sing.
Halcresons left early, went St James with her friends.
She actually asked me if I wanted to join her, but I can't possibly just put everyone behind, so I didn't.
Sorry Dear!
Ah-min and Justin joined us. (:
And of course, with all the surprises Jules always has on his hands,
Birthday cake. (:

Thanks, TCA!
& Thanks to all the birthday messages and calls!
Especially Wendaye's call.
She called me Sunday morning.
Then my Dad asked who it was.
So I said Wendaye.
& he asked me to let him pick up.
So he did.
& I laughed like hell, cause she got shocked.
& my Dad put me back on, and she was like, freakin' out, cause she thought she got the wrong number. HAHA!
Sorry babes!
Birthday is Family day!
Ate at Crystal Jade for lunch.
YUMMYYYY!
Hahaha.
Then watched "Mummy", with Bro's girlfriend.
Ate crab noodles for dinner!
Fuckin' cheap and damn nice!
Promised Ahron I'll bring her some day. (:
Went to sing k with my PARENTS, like, MOMS & PAPS!
OH MY GODDDDDD.
Damn funny. Hahahahaha.
Fun fun!
Love, Moms.

Monday.
Thanks God-mom, Irene Kang for the very very cute Olympic's Nini mug! (:

Thanks Sisi & Randy for the Lip Butter!

Thanks Ahron & Ahgene for the Blueberry Muffin and the Butter Cookies!
& surprising me with candles and birthday song! (:
So sweet! & it's really nice, thank you.

Supposed to watch Prom night with El and Bran, but I have to go back early,
and El can only make it for the 945 one, so we didn't go.
Bran drove to school, so dropped my his house after school for a short while.
Ate don't know what "tulong" la. Haha, but not bad eh.
Then he made this, "Out of This World" iced coffee.

Too bad I don't appreciate iced coffee, but it wasn't too bad la.

Went for supper with Bran at like, 9+.
Ate satay and chicken wings.
Then, Home Sweet Home. (:

URGHHHH!

2008-07-30T23:04:00.004+08:00

This is one stupid fuck'd up week!
I hate this week.
I hate this weekend.
I hate my life.
Fuck'd up 18, here I come.
Thanks to all the liars who made my life a more fuck'd up place to be.

Why can't they just stop lying?

2008-07-29T00:34:00.003+08:00

Hello.
Lotita is crazy about pool lately.
we've been playing pool everyday.
Oh oh, Sunday was the girls' outing.
Dress day/Noob Pool day.
Hahaha.
Had fun with them, love these girls.
& went to sing k at crystalbelle's hall at night.
It was so fun!
There was this funny old uncle, who's very hyper.
Every time we sing finish a song, he claps and cheers for us.
He even plays the drums when some people are singing songs.
Well, people he knows la.
I think they're all regulars.
Then there was this lady, who was, I think, most probably drunk.
& every time we sing sad song, she starts crying and whining to her boyfriend.
It was such sorrow she had, and we started to get infected.
But she was really nice.
She asked us to sing songs with her, and she kept complimenting us. Haha.
Love these people!

Played pool again today, with lotita.
It's actually getting really interesting, especially when you're improving and winning noobs like lolita. HAHA.
Ok la, we're at the same standard, sometimes we're just lucky, that's why we win. Lol.

Will upload pictures another day.
Really tired now. Bye.

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besijiaosiaoxiangsiangnisishuosuowosuodesehuaisuaihuasua.
nisiweiseileseaisaiqingsing,beiseipansanleseyousouqingsing.
jiusiuyinsingweisuitasaxuanxuanzesewosuoohsoversernisi,
nisijiusiubeiseipansanwosuo.
wosuobusujuexuedesenisishisiyisigesehaosaopengsengyousou.
zhensendesehensenbusuxixiwangsuangzaisaikansandaosaonisi.

);

2008-07-26T15:40:00.002+08:00

Daddy just told me he's going overseas next weekend,
the morning of my birthday or the day before.
I have no mood for birthday plans or celebrations anymore.
Without daddy, it won't be the same.
I don't blame daddy, cause he's the one working his ass off to support this family,
I'm just, disappointed. A lil'.
):
I'm such a fool.

Hair cut.

2008-07-26T00:29:00.004+08:00

Hello people, I just had a hair cut this morning with moms.
Love love!

I have a big time fetish for my hair.
And of course, myself.
& I never stop. (:
Jey, Ash.

Haha, I like it pretty much though.
It's not bangs, it's just, fringe. Yeap.
Let's see, played pool for the past 2 days, kinda lovin' it.
Played with Kelvin, Alvintan & Evans yesterday,
played with Wilfrid, Evans, Justin, Kasey & Jules earlier.
Coooooool~
Eh, I think that's all. (:

Shit-load.

2008-07-22T21:16:00.002+08:00

I've been chasing Brandon up & down all day today, because he fuckin' called me "a fat piece of lard".
He so did!
Well, he got his retribution.
Not only did he get bruises from my pinching,
he banged his chest into this sign board pole.
Haha!
But I am still really sorry for all those things.
So mean huh?
Tsk.
Went crazy in class today.
We [AhRon, AhNing, AhJie, AhPang, AhSa] had been flipping through the top 100 famous idols in Taiwan.
Every time I flip to Mike's page, I start doing weird stuff again. HAHA!
Freaked the hell out of AhRon.
Well, learned a new word from Lewis today.
Riposte.
Ha, bet you don't know what it means right?
It means to counter attack someone by stabbing,
or it can be used as a don't know what.
Ms Tan AhRon! Please explain in my tagboard. (:
& Lewis said everyday he'll find one for us to learn.
Haha!
By the way, it's read as "Rai-pause-tttttt"
(;
That's all!

Life is just, never enjoyable for me, is it?
Everyday I have to hide back in my room, lock myself up, think about all the things that happens and cry it out loud.
Never has there been anyone who can feel what I feel,
think what I think,
or been through what I've been through.
A big time phobia haunts since then me till now.
& I will show those people that I've never needed any of them.
Well, I never did need anyone of them.
So I should be shouting for joy right?
Then why am I still so sitting here bleeding inside?
Why can't I have my own life & stop living in other's?
Why can't I be the main character of my life & live it the way I want it?
So now I'm back to "I wish I were never born."
Practically, nothing has changed much, really.
Maybe I'm from some other planet or galaxy or something.
I can never fit in here. Never.

zzz.

2008-07-20T19:39:00.002+08:00

Got a scolding from Daddy yesterday night.
I don't want to talk about it. We're fine now.
Stop telling me it's ok, don't care about him, he never reply means he sleep already, he won't know.
I DO CARE.
So don't be an idiot.
Don't tell me silly things, and when I ignore what you say, stop saying the same shit over and over again.
& I hate myself for spending, when I know I already don't have the money, unnecessarily.
I hate it when I know I don't want to go, but I don't know how to reject people.
I hate the way people temp me to go, even when I've already said more than a couple of times NO because I've got no money to go.
& still keep on persuading me.
& if I still reject, you start saying that I'm not a real friend, & say things like "Why you're like that one?"
I hate myself for letting other people know my weaknesses.
Now, I have to dig out money to pay for a stupid mistake.
I am going to lock myself at home for a month, even though my Dad didn't ground me, but i totally should control myself.
Don't blame me if I don't pick up calls.
Oh, & I hate it when people say something they cannot put up to, like saying a time, but late.
Like saying you'll be there, and back out.
These kinds of shit are so fuck'd up.
I so did not enjoy myself yesterday, & I'll never ever make the same mistake again.

Daddy came to my bedroom to talk to me this morning about yesterday night.
& I Love him, no matter how naggy he is, because I've always been a Daddy's girl, & I still want to be, & of course, I still will be.
Had "Shan Cui" lunch with Mommy, Daddy, Bro & Girlfriend.
Watched Batman: The Dark Knight with them too.
It was an awesome show!
Love it, love it, love it, love it.
Damn cool, damn sad, damn touching.
(:
Had Teppanyaki for dinner, & now we're home.
Bought teens & teenage.
Boring PMS lesson tomorrow. --

Bye bye.

TIRED, very.

2008-07-19T10:21:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was another boring class.
But he let us off like, 1 hour earlier than scheduled, so it's a good thing.
Went home straight, changed, and left for Crystalbelle.
Met up with cousins, Michelle & Jaylin.
Oh, and I ran into Fir, Xiu, Boon and Mark there. Such a coincident.
Oks, so we sang & sang, ate & ate, drank & drank.
Ashley, Jaylin.
Ashley, Michelle.

Spent like 30 bucks per person. Yea, it drained the hell out of me.
After that, we slacked around, then Jaylin left for Vivo, movie with her friends.
Mich & I took th train to Pasir Ris, & chilled out at Xin Wang Hong Kong Cafe.
Slept over at her place. Well, practically we didn't sleep.
By the time we reached her place, it was like what, 2+ 3?
Wanted to sleep, cause she had to wake up at 5.50 in the morning, and of course, I'm waking up at that time to leave for home too.
But then we just, can't sleep, ended up talking the whole night, about our pathetic lives.
Well, I slept a lil', but she couldn't, cause her tummy wasn't feeling well.
I reached home at like, 7, and slept again.
woke up at like, 9.15 to have breakfast with moms, then came back, watched tv until now.
I slept for like, less than 3 hours the whole day/night. --
& no plans for today.
I don't know if to be joyful or useless.
& I hate people who choose love over friendship.
Fuck'd up.

Bye.

Update.

2008-07-18T02:03:00.001+08:00

By the way, my tagboard is coming back soon.
I had some problems with the other one.
Sorry guys!

);

2008-07-17T23:32:00.007+08:00

How can a day, that is really happening and joyful, turn out so bad?

Here's the story.

I paid like total attention at productivity studies today. WOAH. Haha.
It was amazing, when they found out that I was actually, REALLY listen to what he says.
He's a nice guy, too bad he met the worst class. :P
& he's funny. I mean, really funny.
Like how he doesn't know how to spell entrepreneurship,
and wrote on the board "Entrep..." HAHA!
& he pronounced it like, very funny. We laughed at that, for quite some time. hees. :D
Lunch, usual, at coffee shop, with usual Jey, Sharon, Eugene and Teresa.
& Elina bought bubble tea for me. Thanks babe!
Grape Soda. It was like, very sweet, and also, very sour.
So Sharon & I made up a formula.
Sweet+Sour=Shiok
I know you may think it's lame, but I don't give a shit. HA.
After lunch, back to school for Writing Skills.
Oh my god, it is like, so complicated.
College Writing, she says.
Much more than just Composition writing in secondary school.
Well, we went crazy again.
Started cam-whoring all over, doing crazy stunts...
You'll understand what I mean.

This, obviously, is me.
Ah, we found out that all our phones are sliding phones,
EXCEPT for sharon's flipped phone that can flip over 180 degrees. xD
TADA~
& this is me again, in Yuhui's fake Burberry hairband.
Ashley, Yuhui.
This is Jey-lien, new generation very prosperous ET. ;P
"Futooooooooo~"
Ahhhhh, and this is Jey and Sharon, trying to get reception of their phones by putting each other's phone on each other's heads. --
You can tell how bored I was.
Using Jey's very comfortable hairband.
HAHA! This is Jey, the new kid from some weirdo country.
Imagine....
Weird kid + ET = Kutoooooooo~
Sharon, still trying to get reception.
Oh my god... Evil sharon...
I've got a Tiaraaaaaa~
Damn.
Ade told me this looks more EMO than EVIL. --
& the crown.
Helloooooooooooo~

Let's see..
Gave Mr Brandon Tan a massage, that idiot who still owes me 2 Hagen Daz.
& that Nares, keep rubbing in.
Anyways, Amaranth invited me to watch Batman with them today, which i rejected, of course, for the concert.
& she gave that.. That face. HAHA.
Ok, she let us off earlier than expected, and i brought my clothes, cause i thought it was going to end late and was planning to rush down to meet Adeline and Kenny, but then, change of plans.
Changed, and decided to go home first since it was like, fucking early.
Mr BTGY & Mr ZGY are idiots who kept making fun of me. Dumbasses.
Accompanied Bran to Chinatown to get some stuff.
Went home, took a quick shower.
Daddy was at home, chit chatted with him, then left for City Hall.
Here's the thing.
Kenny told me that he's in the food court with Haosheng and Dexter.
So Ade & I went up to look for them.
When we found them, we sat at the table beside them, because it was in fours.
Kenny went to buy his food, and thing went really ridiculous.
I wanted to say "Hi" to Haosheng, but he doesn't seem to recognise me.
So I dropped the idea.
Then, for the next, 20 minutes, we sat at tables next to each other as if we were strangers.
Ade & I laughed all the way throughout.
It was only until Kenny told me "Hey, let's go", then they found out that "Oh, they're with us.."
Well, they didn't exactly say it, but their reaction shows a lot.
So we walked to VCH.
On the way there, the guys just walk way ahead of us, throwing us behind. --
It was so..... URGH!
Ade & I complained all the way, saying that guys are stupid and stuff. Haha.
No offence, not ALL guys, but, yea. (;
Reached there, and guess what.
We had seats at the top, which is like, idiotic, cause you can't see shit.
No choice.
The band was a little boring at first, but then, things turned out good.
Interval, then Vocal Ensemble.
Well, I only know Es, Dez & Ben, but the performance was great.
The first song they sang, i teared.
Because it was this really really sad song that I heard before in a Korean Drama.
The song is like, Ave Maria all the way, and it was like, fucking saddening la.
Ms Yee was playing the flute, which was awesome!
Then, it was the alumni.
& I got a shock when i saw Joshua, Marcus, Timo, Calvin and I forgot his name, which I asked Wendaye on the phone too, but still, no idea.
If i'm not wrong, it's like, Xue something or something. Ha.
They were like, doing a role play.
It was a battle between 2 gangs.
They're one, the other consists of Tim, Shaun, Lionel, and I don't know the rests' name.
Marcus' group sang Stand By Me,
Shaun's sang Beautiful Girls by Sean Kingston.
It was turn by turn, then, combined.
2 songs singing at the same time, acapella, & it sound awesome!
I'm not exaggerating, but it was really really nice.
Good job, guys!
Then, the whole choir performed Lion Sleeps Tonight, which never gets old. (:
I've heard them sing that since the first time we had a concert. Haha.
Then the ret of the songs, I don't know the title, but it was still great.
I totally dig Dez's & Ben's solo! ((:
Oh, Christopher & I did call & message each other, but in the end, we didn't see each other. HAHA.
Then it was the band again.
This time, the conductor was this Secondary 4 guy, who made the band sounds much nicer!
The way he conducts: COOL!
Ade & I were totally focusing on his conducting. LOL.
It was really cool. They played some oldies, and this song that I don't know the title but sounds familar.
Lastly, they played a song from Pirates of the Caribbean.
& this conductor wore this pirate hat, which looked really off from the rest. Haa.
Ade & I left first, without Kenny and gang.
On the way to the mrt, there were these 3, most probably Australians, who came to ask for directions to Clark Quay.
Funny thing is, before they left, in stead of saying 'thank you', they said 'Cheers!'
When they left, Ade & I laughed like crazy idiots, and said we'll do that to somebody sometime. (:
& they are damnnnnnnnnnnn hot.
So, as usual, we went mad. ((;
Oh, I took a picture with her!

Overall, I really enjoyed myself today, cam-whoring with my girls, pinching and hitting BTGY & ZGY for making fun of me, bitching around with Ade, watching a great performance, it was great.

& so, why am I sitting here, sulking away? );

End of Story.

Dance it out!

2008-07-16T23:47:00.002+08:00

Oh yes, I saw this video in Shimin's blog, and it's like, damn cool!
Love this guy, whom I heard is gay. Who cares? (;

He's good alright. (:

COOL!

2008-07-16T22:56:00.008+08:00

Ok, I've been really crazy in class today.

Right, when have I not? (;
We pretended to be perky cheerleaders.
Ok, I pretended. They just thought I was irritating, so wanted to get back at me.
You know perky cheerleaders always spell things out?
Like those bitches in high school?
So the first thing i said was "Let's go for L-U-N-C-H!"
& they started laughing.
All the way throughout the class, all the way till after class, all the way, like, F-O-R-E-V-E-R!
Yes, I know. Get used to it. (;

Ashley & Jey; Candid. (:
(:

Met up with Jyren, along with Jey and Teresa.
Ate some junkies, slacked around, and Jyren had to go for work.
Wanted to go to my cousin's house, in the end, can't.
Eunice had piano class and Eugene's not home. Damn.
So I ended up at home.
Went to shop at AMK Hub for awhile, and i met Christopher Lukano!
My god, he's sweet. (:
Will see you at the concert tomorrow!
On the bus home, I cam-whored.
It felt as if i haven't cam-whored for like, tons and tons of years.

HAHA! I like this photo okkkkk. ;D
Niceeeeeeeeeeee. (:

Ok, I was really bored, so i decided to take stupid pictures and upload on my dead blog.
HAHA. No Comment.
This neither. --

& cam-whored at home. --

I look like a bimbo here, WHICH I AM NOT.
So Mr Collin, please stop calling me that.
I'm neither a bimbo, nor a whore, and definitely not a slut.
I'm a B-I-T-C-H, Thank you.
[:
-0-
--||
I told you, I was bored!
(:

Tried to call up people to accompany me to eat dinner, no one was available. --
So I decided to go 513 coffee shop to buy back Fried Rice.
Who knew, the zhi-cha store wasn't open. --
Saw Wee Seng buying food! YEA! Missed that cute lil' fella. (:
We talked, and talked, he's as kiddish and cute as E-V-E-R.
Then he had to go, and then i had to go.
Met up with Haoyee, it was ice age since th last time we met.
Went for dinner at Ave 8, Evan came along after.
Haoyee left early, so Evan and I started cam-whoring. (;
Love this B-I-T-C-H.

Her.
& Her.
Me.
& Me.
& Me again.
& more stupid Me.
& Me......
Her.
& Her.
& We started learning how to smile the right way to the camera. HAHA.
& Us.
AHHH, I like! (:
Tell me about cam-whores. --
[:
She likes my hair this way.
"So wild, so sexy!" She says. --
...
& I totally L-O-V-E her.
More stupid pictures of me she took.
I look fuck'd up.

That's all!

& yes, Happy Birthday Fuh Yang Jun!

& th concert's tomorrow. (:

LALA.

2008-07-15T22:06:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY COUSIN MICHELLETANHUICHYE!
LOVE YA, BITCH!

I've currently got no picture of her, so, sorry.
Maybe singing K with her on Friday.
Of course, going to ask more relatives along, DUH.

& HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEITONG!
I got no picture of her neither. --

Ok, found out stunning news.
But I promised I won't tell. Well, to people who know him, DUH.
& I know so many who don't, so I can! HAHA!
Ok, I'm crazy. TOTALLY.
I'm singing like, everywhere I go. Well, that's nothing new.
School's been a lot more like hell than just plain boring.
Guess what I did today.
We had this break, from 3.15 to 4.30 till our next lesson.
Jey, Teresa and I decided to go to West Mall.
When I got found out that I'm going,
I received a Captain's Order. --
I bought back amounts of food that I myself can't carry.
It was fucking tiring.
Damn, they owe me.
Well, one good thing about today is that Dad fetched me home from school! (:
And Brandon, the idiot who complains about almost everything. --

I totally got pissed off yesterday.
We had class at like, 4, and Wilfrid asked me to meet for lunch at 2.
He, and I, asked Jules, and he was ok with it too.
Who knew, I reached exactly at 2, and non of them were even ON THE TRAIN.
Tell me about fuck'd up. It's more like @#$@%#@^%$!?#!#^%@?#! .
Jules only reached at 3.
Well, he got a big scolding from me, like duh, and he, as usual, showed me attitude too.
HELLOOOOO?!?! Who's in the wrong now!!!!
Well, he got his punishment alright.
He got fined for throwing a cigarette butt on th floor. That's like, so unlucky.
Wilfrid? HA.
He didn't even reach at 3.30!
He was even late for the 4 o'clock lesson. --
Idiot. $#%@$&##%^$&$@#^@?@!#?%$#?@? .
Never mind about that. It's like, so past tense already.

Ate crabs & frog on Sunday for dinner!
Family day rocks. It's the only day I don't have to spend on yummy-s.

Ok, that's all.
Can't wait for Thursday's concert.
Bye Bye. (:

LALA.

2008-07-15T22:06:00.000+08:00

Darn.

2008-07-08T00:53:00.007+08:00

FIRST DAY OF NEW SEMESTER.

Everyone looked great. It has been 2 weeks since I've seen them.
I was quite hyper in school today. I don't know why.
People hates it when school starts, but i get all worked up. HAHA.
Weirdo.
Anyways, school got new rules.
No smoking outside yellow box,
No smoking outside school,
No smoking ALONG BUKIT BATOK STREET 22.
10DPs if you get caught.
Tell me about it. Totally bonkers.
Anyways, i passed my housekeeping with a 60, B!
&, &, MATHS with 87, A!
I love me so much. (:
Hopefully can pull up my grades.
Oh, i heard from sharon that now, you have to pass all subjects that are Weightage 3.
If you fail, it's COMPULSORY for you to take th referral.
I KNOW! Darn, the systems.
Our course tutor is Ms Pauline How! Which is kinda good. (:
OH OH.
& guess what MORE i heard of.
New intakes do not have to wear ties/neckwears.
DAMN.
& Ashton said that higher diploma students can not button their sleeves.
CAN NOT! or else they'll get DP.
I mean, #^&%&%#$@!$%*!@$#?&%$#?$!!!
HAHA.
& also, that from next year January intake onwards, students wear home clothes in stead of uniforms. There'll be like, dresscodes for them.
& we were like WHATTTT?!?!?!
Then it'll be like so easy and obvious that who are the LAO JIAO [old birds]!
HAHA.
Funny, i quoted that from thomas. LOL.
Ok, enough about school. I have like, 4 more days this week.
Went singing K at Crystalbelle.
Ashley, Weisiong, Julian, Teresa.
Sang from like, 4 to 9. DAMN CHEAP! like, everyone pays.. $13.50 each?
My god, i love singing!
Cried a few times, but i love it!

I don't know if you noticed, but I missed you a lot, & it felt really really good, deep in my heart, to see you again. (: